how do you know if it's real?
his love
his smiles
his posts
that he does it because he wants to and not because you expect him to
doesn't it bother you that it might not be real?
that when he says
i love you
he means it
that when you take a picture of him and he smiles
he means it
you don't even know if it's real
but you go around and take your pictures
your pictures that are meant for us
and turn it into a bad memory
to show your love for him
to force him
to show his love for you
i don't want it to be real
i don't want to believe that you're a bad person
i want to love you
i want him to love you
and i want it to be real.
(Written 29 November 2019, 0147)
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