Dear daddy × l.h

Nine

Dear daddy:

Hi dad

I'm twenty now, I'm just as old as you were when you and mom had me.

Ashton came back.

He cried saying he fell into a depression, and he didn't want that around me.

I'm proud of him.

But dad.

I'm angry.

At you, at Mom and sometimes even Calum.

How could you guys?

Ashton did it.

I'm still doing it.

You know how much my family has been called the suicide pact?

I didn't give up.

Why did you even kill yourself?

Your life was perfect.

Loyal wife, amazing fans, three brothers that loved you to death.

And you had me daddy.

Why would you want to loose me daddy?

Was I that bad?

I tried being good for you and mommy.

It was my fault wasn't it.

Why did he have to leave me?

Why is everyone leaving me?

Am I really that bad?

I know now that you're not coming back dad, and you never were.

WHY
(Edited in 2019)

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