Dear daddy × l.h

Eleven

Important question at the end.

Dear daddy:

Hi daddy, I'm twenty four now.

I have a son, named Lucas.

Pretty funny huh?

I miss you a lot.

I had uncle ash hand me off in marriage.

You dont mind do you?

He said he has your note.

And it says to not let me read it until I'm ready.

Am I not ready yet daddy?

Am I honestly not ready?

How could I not be?

I want to know why you would possibly want to leave this beautiful life you once had.

You ruined mine by leaving yours.

I can't go to sleep without having your face burning in the back of my mind. Which I barely even remember by the way.
The only thing I have to go off of are magazines you and the boys were in. 

I have to tell my son he doesn't have grandparents.

I will never have that father daughter relationship every daughter dreams of having.

I can't even have a mother figure, now that you've left me.

Uncle Michael was the closest thing to a father I had.

And he left me.

Now all I have is ash, and all he does is leave when things become too hard to handle.

I love him to death.

And he's been there for me more than you and mom both.

I miss uncle cal daddy.

Why did you die?

You're a murderer.

You killed mom, and who I could've been.

But most importantly, you killed the beautiful person you used to be.

I dont want you to come back daddy.

I hate myself for writing this okay.

Okay, so do you guys think I should write a spin off to this story?

Where Luke writes letters to his daughter.

But like he already wrote them, just she's reading them, and figuring out why Luke killed himself?

Tell me in the comments.

Ily guys (:

(Edited in 2019)