BLEEK ( Black Geek): A black American citizen at the bottom of the social totem pole. Very much aware of their surroundings, yet invisible to their peers.
Elise "Elle" Olivia St. John, the blackest BLEEK of them all. Invisible, and ignored. Elise i...
"I can see it in your eyes, you're angry Regret got shit on what you're feeling now Mad 'cause he ain't like me Oh you mad 'cause nobody ever did it like me All the care I would take, all the love that we made Now you're trying to find somebody to replace what I gave to you It's a shame you didn't keep it, Alicia, Katia I know that you gon' hear this, I'm the man Yeah I said it, bitch I'm the man Don't you forget it The way you walk, that's me The way you talk, that's me The way you've got your hair up, did you forget that's me? And the voice in your speaker right now, that's me And the voice in your ear, that's me Can't you see that I made it? Yeah I made it First I made you who you are, then I made it And you're wasted with your ladies Yeah I'm the reason why you always getting faded Take a shot for me, ooh—"
I hit my phone, well more like slap the fuck out of it. I rolled over and pulled the cover over my eyes. I knew if i wasn't up by seven my momma was gon' in here and be on my ass. I couldn't sleep the night before due to the anxiety for the first day of school and my parents having wild naked sex, imagine hearing ya moms say "fuck right there YES DADDY FUCK THIS PUS—-"Ion even wanna finish that. Aside from old people sex, my nerves were on edge. High school was hell as is but being a senior didn't help the situation at all.
On the plus side we upgraded our house. A six bedroom, four bath. A basement to place entertainment in with a mini bar, a wide backyard, an attic that i won't be discovering and to top it off, IM IN MY OWN SPOT. I love my sister but between her loud ass phone conversations, phone sex or actual sex with her boyfriend Jayceon and the messiness, i was ready to damn scream. But now that we each have our own room, them and the baby can be in their own space. Finally getting my ass up and waking up fully, i gathered my bathroom instruments. I put them on the sink glancing in the mirror. I wasn't ugly but plain. Like there was nothing wrong per se but i could at least have a spark.
No glowing, lively skin. No sparkle in the eye, no extremely long hair. Just plain Elle. I can't be mad at anybody about it. That's just how life was. Some were born with a pop. Others..... Like me. As long as i wasn't ugly, i guess that was enough.
I got out of my thoughts and finished preparing for school. I showered with my pretty as a peach: signature collection by bath body works. Cheap and smells good. The way i liked it. I started singing whatever came on my phone from my playlist. "(Holler if you need me)you always gon' be my boo. (Holler if you need me) you know i still gotchu" ahhhhh trey songz. He was fine as hell for no apparent reason at all and could sing his ass off. I personally couldn't relate i still sung along anyway.
I heard a heavy ass knock then saw the bathroom door open wide hitting the wall. "ELISE OLIVIA ST.JOHN IF YOU DONT SHUT UP DAMN. Hate having a connected bathroom withchu'." That was the only catch. Me and Pai (pay) had to share a bathroom. And Jayceon loved shower sex. Terribly. "Pai shut up. It's too early for your pregnant ass to be this damn mean". Her head whipped around at me and i saw her bugged eyed. She was already dressed
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