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I couldn’t even stand to look her in the eyes. I was so pathetic. I can’t go a day without cutting, drinking or doing drugs. What has my life come to?
Ms. Czaja slowly reached down, grabbed my sleeves and raised them to my elbows. I couldn’t bear to look at my disgusting body so I just closed my eyes and let tears fall from my face. They both just stood there not knowing what to do. There was literally no more room on my arms. They were all covered with scars and cuts on top of the scars.
“Kalliegh, honey. Mrs. G and I are going to find a way to get you into a rehab facility. If we find one will you be willing to go?” Ms. Czaja asked.
I slowly looked up to meet her gaze and all I could do was nod my head because I couldn’t count on my voice. I knew if I tried to speak I would break down even more.
“Okay. Do you want me to stay here with you until we do so you don’t do something you will regret?” Ms. Czaja asked.
“No. I’m good. I can handle myself.” I said barely above a whisper.
“Alright. Now tell us where all of your drugs, booze and blades are so we can toss them so you won’t be tempted to use them.” Mrs. G said with more of a strict tone telling me that I was not to mess with them.
I told them where everything was. It was all out in the open since I didn’t have a reason to hide any of it. They managed to clean everything up in a little over an hour filling a few trash bags.
~ 2 weeks later
Mrs. G and Ms. Czaja had been calling and checking up on me almost every day but I was ignoring them. They didn’t have a key so there was no way for them to get inside. School had started about a week ago but I hadn’t managed to go. There was no point.
I finally let Carly come in my house and she was telling me what everyone was saying at school. She said some people were worried but there were a lot of rumors swirling around and Nicole had been the one to start a lot of them.
I began to get really angry when I heard some of the rumors Nicole started like how I had cheated on her, fucked a random guy and got pregnant, ect, ect. I couldn’t take it anymore so I finally decided to head to school with Carly the next day.
When I walked into my homeroom everyone just stared at me. I could tell they were all judging me wondering why I had come to school. Little did they know I only came to get revenge on Nicole.
The bell rang and Carly and I walked out of class and were heading toward our 1st period when I spotted Nicole getting real cozy with this slut, Carrie. I couldn’t believe Nicole would go out with such a girl. She was known to have slept with everyone, girls and guys.
I tried ignoring her but I couldn’t do it. I walked up to her and pushed the slut off of Nicole before I punched Nicole right in the face. Some people noticed so they began crowding around us. Carly tried to get me to stop and even Dom came up but it was no use. I was at my boiling point and there was no stopping me.
