Hunger games. Clove's POV.

Chapter 25 - Alone (CATO'S POV)

CATO'S POV

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As her canon went off I screamed her name for the last time before my voice got too weak to carry on screaming. Her lifeless eyes stared at the sky, completely blank and it pained me so hard to see her eyes without that stubborn glimse in it. As I sobbed repeatedly I lifted my hand to close her eyes, but I couldn't. I wanted to see her eyes forever. I took her head in my hands and stared into her dead eyes as I cried even more. I didn't care if Katniss or Thresh were watching me now and thinking I was weak.

I didn't even care that every people in the Capitol and all the sponsors were watching. It didn't matter. Nothing mattered. Not anymore. The Games were probably finished tomorrow so I didn't need anything from them anyway.

But the Games wasn't going to end for me tomorrow or whenever everyone but one was dead. No, I wasn't going to leave this arena alive. I refused. 

As I finally managed to gain the power to close the love of my life's eyes I had made up my mind. I would only hunt down Thresh and kill him painfully for killing Clove and then I would end my own life.

None of the fame or the money you got when you won the games would matter if Clove wasn't alive. If we had made it to only the two of us, I would have let her win, because then I would have known that she was alive. Now she wasn't.

She was dead.

I sobbed so hard I couldn't breathe. I rolled onto my back and whimpered in pain. I wasn't hurt physically but inside my chest it felt like someone had ripped away a piece of my heart. I never knew you could love someone this much that when they died you had no strength left. I had never loved anyone else like her, not even my own family. But when i met her, that time when we all started training for the Games when we were about 7, I felt some sort of connection to her. And now when we both had been reaped and I got to know her better it was like something went clear for me.

She was the one. I had just realised it when it was time to go into the arena, and then it was too late. Now it was absolutely too late.

Beacause, she was dead.

I kept repeating that sentence in my head but I couldn't understand it. It wasn't untill the hovercraft came and picked upp her lifeless body that I understood.

As the liftarm lifted her up into the hovercraft to be boxed and sent home I raised to my feet and screamed at the plane. I shouted so many swearing words,  I swore to the Gods that I would kill them all for taking her away, I cursed and I screamed. I was pretty sure they cut it out from the show but it didn't matter because now I had let it all out. Now it was just one more thing to do. 

Kill Thresh.

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Sooooooo.... it's been a while.

I've seen the reads and votes and comments really increase and I was so happy, but truthfully, I am not proud of this story. This is a really bad work of mine actually. I'm both grateful and surprised that you read it and vote, beacause if i would've found this story, i wouldn't have read it , hehehe.

This is hopefully my second last chapter and then i will focous on my own story, which is only my imagination. 

I would aboslutely loooove if you checked it out, it's called : City girl & country boy ,  and you can find it in my profile. i have only written one chapter but i'm trying to make it aboslutely perfct, though it was probably like 5 monts since i've written on it. same with this. 

I'm sorry for not writing but ... okay i dont really have an excuse but i just haven't felt the inspiration to write anything lately. i just like to read. read read read and read.

I hope this chapter will get me going and make me start writing again! :9 

Again, thank you all so much for reading and voting and commenting when i haven't even updated, it means very much! :)

and i hope you like this chapter, and i will see you soon! (i HOPE)

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