You are my inspiration. My everything. Without you, I don't know where I would be. And yet, I have never met you. You live within the confinements of a computer screen. It's all one sided. And you don't even know that I exist. But I can honestly say that you mean so much to me. It sounds crazy but everything your mind creates is just so creative and brilliant and it drives me to do something. To keep trying at the things I love. But it's not only that your ideas and creativity inspire me. Your voice soothes me. It's calming and caring and you often say these sweet things that are meant for everyone and brighten my day. Your musical ability is amazing, to say the least. and I often fall asleep listening to your songs.
Now, I get worked up pretty easily. And usually I go to YouTube or music for comfort but sometimes I find myself in situations where I don't have these things available to me. So your picture is the background on my phone. When I get worked up, I look at it and I remember all the kind words you have ever said and I feel better. I calm down and I can think properly when I do this. It also then makes me want to do something creative because that's what you're so good at and I aspire to be like that. Telling stories is something I love to do but usually they are really bad and I give up or lose my motivation. And then you come along and remind me that it's okay to start out not so great because there was once a time in everyone's lives where they couldn't talk or walk or even breathe on their own.
It takes a lot to inspire me, to make me really want to do something or bring an idea to my mind. I often find myself not finishing things that I start or abandoning old ideas. But when I see how you can turn anyrhing into an interesting story that can entertain withou making any sense or make perfect sense but have no real purpose to entertain, and yet, they do. The random comments, the faraway places, making clouds kings and cats throw parties. All od it is the strangest of things and concepts yet when put together, make the most fascinating place in the world. Somewhere that I wish I could live and can end up spending hours there just lost in the depths of what your mind has created.
Your mind has always seemed like the most fascinating place to me. I sometimes wish I could read your mind purely so that I could see more of the weirdly wonderful creations that are made there. My mind was always completely unextraodinary. But then I realised how random concepts can make the best ideas which can develop into the best stories. By glimpsing into your mind, my own mind has broadened and become a much more wonderous place. I am constantly thinking. About everything and anything. Whether this is good or bad, I don't know. But what I do know is that it is much more fun and it is thanks to you.
You inspire me to keep on doing what I do. And for that, Pj Liguori, I am eternally grateful.
