Drops of Jupiter (Poetry)

Unhealthy

i like being alone to an unhealthy extent
when I'm around people I crave privacy
i tell myself that I'm fine with being alone
that I could live this way and be happy
most days I actually believe it
but on those rare days
i let myself think about falling in love
then I'm quick to remind myself
that the only way someone can win me over
is if their presence feels better
then my solitude
And I fear that
such person
Doesn't exist