the process of a heartbreak

week two

you moved on... but i think i did too .
i didn't think it would be this easy, you're still in the back of my mind but you're slowing fading
and i'm fine with that ..
i hope that while you're fading in my mind....
i secretly hope that i'm growing in yours
i seen you with another girl, a girl that used to be my friend .
she's gone now, she was never a good person
and it's great to see that she's my replacement ..
my friends are noticing that i'm happier now, i'm back to myself and i was drifting from them when i was focused on you .
i gave up a lot of shit to be with you,
and we weren't even fucking dating .
my friends will forever be there for me and you won't .
we'll be strangers within a month ...
we're done, you were blocked and i was unfollowed .
you're slowly trying to be around me and i'm trying my hardest to ignore it .
i am ignoring it .
my heart is healing and isn't ready to love yet, but it'll get there ..
seeing you smile at me and staring at me hurt, but the pain was only temporary like our relationship .
someone asked you about me and you said that you were confused as to why i left....
if you ever wanna know and if i ever tell you truthfully, you'll find out that i did it because i loved you
you didn't want to settle down but i was ready for the long run
nothing was as important as you were but i wasn't anyone to you
i left because you were hurting me mentally,
i wasn't prepared for all your mind games,
you weren't prepared for my heart .
it's for the best ...
you aren't a good person, you never were .
your new girl is already old news ..
but apparently you're talking to two other girls ..
good luck with that babes,
good luck with losing me,
good luck with losing us .

somebody to you - the vamps