In All Honesty

Ch.2 - Passion

Fast forward to about December and it's been two months since we've been going out. Every day was like any other day we would hangout together and the like. We would hold hands more often too which made it better. I remember this one time we we're in my front lawn just laying down underneath our old tree. We would hold each other's hands like it was the last. It was a warm feeling; a comfort feeling. It felt as though everything in the world was fine. We'd be out there for hours just cloud gazing. We we're madly in love with one another that anything and everything we did together made us happy. Her smile would erase all worry within me. She brought me peace and joy. Until one day I got too jealous of her. She was going to go to her parents house for a Christmas dinner but I wanted us to be together. She chose to go to the dinner and at first I was alright with her decision. But then I grew jealous as I felt her being taken away from me. I realized the next day that I was out of line and apologized. She accepted the apology and we went back to how it used to be. New Years Day came too but this time she would spend it with me. It made me really happy to be able to bring in the New Year with her. We watched some random channel that I no longer remember. Maybe it was channel like 2 or 4. Nevertheless we spent it together eating while watching the countdown. We we're both extremely tired at the time but we both wanted to make sure we got to bring in the new year with one another. After hours of seeing celebrity hosts, bands playing live, and weird commercials we finally we're able to experience the new year. The countdown had come to an end and besides me she laid there sleeping. I couldn't wake her up; she looked like a sleeping princess. So I let her sleep and leaned over to whisper in her ear happy New Years. It was a moment I'll never truly forget for as long as I live. This January arrived along with a new year full of new experiences waiting to be seen. Midway through January we we're sent by my mother to go to the store to pick something up. We said alright we'll go but what ended up happening was my cousin decided to tag along. So now their was three of us going. We just wanted to go alone so we could be alone for obvious reasons. But my cousin didn't see that so he went anyways. During the trip to the store we had small conversations with my cousin in order to keep him busy. But again he got in the way of us; he literally stood in the middle of us as we went to the store. So I had to walk in back of them as they talked. Gradually I was jealous of what was going on. But I couldn't do anything. That is until we made it to the store; we both told my cousin to wait outside as we went inside to get what we came for. Inside we we're finally alone so naturally we flirted like any other couple did. While we we're in line to pay for the groceries we came for I whispered into her ear that I wanted to kiss her. But she refused as she was embarrassed to do so in front of so many people. It made me want to kiss her even more but I knew I shouldn't. It felt almost taboo like. After paying for the groceries we went back outside and started heading towards home again. This time my cousin was in the front on his phone. Which gave us the leeway to hold hands. Finally I thought to myself in that moment, finally I was able to hold her hand. I wanted to do so the minute we we're outside but I couldn't. While we we're talking and holding hands my cousin spoke to us and looked back at us. We immediately let go of our hands as there was an electric post in the middle of us. He asked what we we're doing and we just said nothing. He called us weirdos and continued looking at his phone. Meanwhile we we're both embarrassed at what had transpired. We got home and my cousin left shorty after that. Finally we we're alone at home once again. I told her a little after coming home how we should tell our parents about us. About how we are dating and see each other. But she said no that she couldn't, not yet. She said this as she was afraid of what they may say or think. I told her it would all be okay and that I will always be there for her. I held her hand tight and pulled her towards me. I embraced her and hugged her tightly. I told her I loved her and she said the same. As we looked deeply into each other's eyes we both came closer and closer to one another. Then we kissed. A deep passionate kiss. A passionate kiss one would make when they know it's the end. We kissed and kissed for minutes on end. I didn't allow her to breathe. I only allowed her to breathe in my love. After minutes of nonstop kissing we came to a halt as we we're both gasping for air. Like fishes out of a body of water. Her face was beat red and I couldn't control myself any longer I pushed her to the bed. I told her I loved her once more and she said the same. We kissed more and more until she told me to stop. I thought she was angry at me at first. But she only stopped so she could take her shirt off. I laid there next to her bewildered at the sight. I had no words to express how happy I was so I just laid there looking at her. She told me not to stare at her too much as she was embarrassed. I couldn't stop myself any longer and neither could she. We engulfed ourselves in pleasure. I kissed her and her body. Her neck, stomach, and ears. I was drowning in lust and I couldn't get enough. Every time I kissed her I would tell her how much I loved her. Until I went in and kissed her as passionately as I could. In my head all I could think about was how I didn't want anyone else to have her. After the kiss she reached out to touch my face. Her hands we're as warm as her heart. I knew then that I truly did love her. We both looked at each other and smiled. After that we continued to do the same. Until she told me she couldn't wait any longer. I told her you can't wait for what? I told her in a teasing manner. She went silent as she was embarrassed. I could tell because her face was red like a tomato. I did as she told me and took off my clothes while she did the same. We looked at one another embarrassed at first. But we grew closer and closer together. We both went in for a kiss it was a passionate kiss. I pushed her to the bed and we locked hands together. We both looked at one another passionately. We knew what we wanted. We wanted each other. That night was one of the most passionate nights of my life. I loved her dearly and she loved me the same.

_Ch.2 END_