Blood & Lace

Chapter 20

Chapter 20

Walking into the house, Gemma walks up to me and hugs me. "You okay baby?" she asked. "Yeah. Thanks for everything Gem." I tell her. "My pleasure baby." she tells me before heading out the door. I still haven't spoken to Happy. I walk into the nursery where Vic is sleeping and just watch him. I keep thinking about what that croweater said about him not wanting my fat ass. How could he want me? I think to myself. I feel Happy wrap his arms around my waist and I pull away from him. "Don't." I say before walking out of the room. I walk to the kitchen and grab a water and head out to the back deck. I sit on the back steps and stare out at the yard. Those words keep running through my mind.

I hear the door open and he sits down next to me. He doesn't say anything. He just sits there. After a few minutes, he finally speaks. "I didn't fuck her." I just sit there. "Say something." he says. "What do you want me to say?" I ask. "Anything." he says. "Happy, I believe you. I just have a lot of shit going through my head right now." I tell him. "Talk to me." he says. "It's nothing for you to worry about." I tell him. "It is when my Old Lady pushes me away, it's something to worry about." he tells me. "Just give me time to sort this shit out, okay?" I asked him. "Fine." he says before getting up and walking into the house.

I sit outside for a little longer before I walk into the house. Deciding to talk to Happy about what I am thinking about, I head into the nursery to check on Vic and then into the bedroom where Happy is. I see him laying in bed, watching tv. I change and get in bed. He doesn't say anything or even acknowledge that I am even in the room. Deciding not to talk to him after all, I lay down and lay with my back to him. I feel him shift in the bed and turn the tv off. Then I feel his arm wrap around my waist and pull me close to him. He still doesn't say anything but I turn facing him and bury my face into his chest and just sob. He rubs my back and whispers "I got you baby." When I finally calm down, he tilts my head to look at him. "Talk to me." he says. "Do you want me?" I asked. "Yeah, I do. What makes you think I don't?" he asked. "That croweater made the comment that you won't want my fat ass." I tell him. "Listen to me. I'm only going to say this once. You are not fat. You are curvy and thick and sexy as fuck. And for a woman that just had a baby? All I want to do is worship you and your body. Don't listen to what those whores say. They say that shit because they think you will walk away and they get a chance. You ain't going anywhere and neither am I." he says. "I love you Happy." I tell him. "I love you too." he says before kissing me. I can't handle it anymore. I straddle him and say "Love me Happy." We spend the rest of the night worshiping each other.

The next morning, we get up and all head to the clubhouse. Walking into Gemma's office, she takes Vic out of the carrier and is holding him. "How you feeling baby?" she asked. "Better. I talked to Happy last night. He didn't fuck her but she made the comment about him not wanting my fat ass." I say. "Baby, you know that shit ain't true." she says. "I know. Happy spent all night last night showing me just how untrue it is." I tell her. "Good baby. You want me to keep the little one here so that you can start making him a brother or sister?" she asked. "Gemma, he's only a couple of months old." I tell her. "Your point?" she asked smirking. I just shake my head. Happy pops his head in the office and asks "You ready to head home?" I smile and say "Yeah." I get up and say "You wanna pick him up when you leave here?" I asked. "Yeah baby. I'll be there in about an hour." she says and I smile. Walking to the car, Happy puts his arm around my shoulder while he carries Vic's carrier to the car. "Gemma keeping the kid tonight?" he asked. "Yeah. She says she wants us to make him a brother or sister." I say laughing. "We could you know." he says. "Baby, he's two months old." I say. "So?" he asked. "You just like the act of making a kid, don't you?" I asked, laughing. "Yeah but if we get another kid, I'm good with that." he tells me and I just shake my head.