Psych! (Lauren/You)

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"Lauren just please answer your phone I'm worried" I say pacing around the room, I put the bottle of liquor to my lips. I held my phone in my hand tightly as I chugged down the biting liquor.

It's been hours and she hasn't returned any of my calls or texts. None of the girls either. She probably told them and they hate me too.

Tears fell from my eyes as I plopped on the couch I placed down the now empty bottle on the ground along with the others and just cried in my hands.

I always find ways to fuck up a relationship...it's either I'm the only walking out or it's them.

The sun started to peek through the curtains, Lauren has to come back she left her keys.

My eyes drooped down as I began to get sleepy. Drinking only gave me energy for a little while and then I would just fall asleep and wake up drunk the next day.

Before I could even go into a deep sleep my front door open, and there stood Lauren. "Why didn't you answer any of my calls?" I say, she rolls her eyes. "Where's my keys"

"I was worried about you! Where did you go?" I stood up stumbling towards her. "Are you drunk?"

"Answer me!"

"Y/n you need to lay down"

"Are we breaking up? Lauren it was a mistake, I won't do it again I promise!" I followed her upstairs. Almost falling up them.

"Y/n go to sleep"

"Just talk to me!" I grabbed her hand she snatched it away making me frown. "I can't trust you anymore" I didn't say anything. "I can gain it back, I'll do whatever it takes-"

"I think we should break up, this relationship wasn't going anywhere anyway" I sat on the bed as she grabs her things. "I really like you"

"And I really like you...but we're not meant for each other, I'm sorry y/n" tears fell from my eyes. As I watched her grab her bag, she looks at me before walking out "bye y/n" with that she walked out of my room, leaving me by myself.

I didn't dare follow behind her, it would only hurt more. Not even a good-bye, just a simple bye is what I got.

All because I wanted to be stupid and make a friend.

I laid on my back.

The shortest relationship I ever been in, we weren't even dating a month.

That's a record.

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The next morning I found out that Lauren blocked me on all social media's along with her friends. And I knew that we were really over.

"Come on get off your ass...A fucking break up is not about to make you depressed, I refuse to see my best friend crying over some bitch!" Destiny yells pulling the over off of me, "you got it all wrong Diz, I'm the bitch"

"Oh please, Normani looks so much better than Lauren anyway. She never trusted you from the start this was her excuse to break things off!" I didn't say anything "You want me to beat her ass?"

"No"

"She's still in New York I'll do it! I'll swing on a hoe!"

"No"

She rolls her eyes "you will find someone y/n...I say go to Normani"

"If I See Normani I won't hesitate to punch her in her face" I mumbled Destiny sat down next to me and moved my hair from my face. "Do you want me to fight her too" I nodded with a pout. "I already told my dad about Lauren, he wanted to meet her....now o have to him that I'm a failure who can't stay in college or keep a girl" I cried.

"He won't care"

"No he will literally be pissed at me once I tell him I dropped out"

"I'm talking about Lauren"

I whined "don't say her name...it hurts my chest" Destiny rolls her eyes yet again. "You're being dramatic, yes Lauren is a pretty girl, who is also rich and have thousands a fan and is famous doesn't mean you won't find anyone" I glared at her. "Who am I going to find in NEW YORK THAT TOPS ALL OF THAT?!" She frowns "you're right"

"If Lauren never introduced Normani and me together we would still be together right now, Why does Normani have to be a fucking whore! I hate her"

"Let's beat her up!" Destiny yells "let's go beat her up" I stand up she stares at me "come on!"

"Oh, you're serious ok!" She follows behind me. Normani was still in New York I knew that much.

Wait no she's not. "She's in Boston"

"3 hours away ok let's go!"......