Psych! (Lauren/You)

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I leaned my head against the shower wall as the water fell on me, I didn't care that water was wetting me hair and getting all over my face, or soaking my cast. I had more problems to worry about.

I'm being accused of rape, never have I ever raped or been raped before. I always asked Normani for consent whenever I wanted to have sex.

I closed my eyes placing my head between my knees. I'm pretty sure I've been in this shower for 2 hours. But I can't seem to get out.

The water was now cold, but it didn't bother me at all. It's like the universe is out to get me. What did I do to deserve this?

I heard a knock on the door, I didn't budge assuming it was Destiny. I haven't been on my phone in 3 or really on anything.

I couldn't bring myself to get on my phone. Or watch tv. I just stayed in my bed and ignored everyone. I haven't even answered any of my dads calls.

I can't hear his voice. I bet he heard, it's all over the news. He must be so disappointed in me.

The water stops I looked up to see Lauren looking down at me. She lends a hand I grabbed it, she helped me out the shower and wraps a towel around me.

"Your cast is wet"

"I don't care, I wanted a shower" she frowns pulling me out the bathroom and into my bedroom. "I was off my phone for days and came back to all of this, y/n are you ok?"

"Yeah"

"You didn't answer anyone calls"

"I turned off my phone" she goes to my dresser and grabs me some comfortable clothes. "Scooter called, he fixing everything but he wants to talk to you"

"Can you leave?" I asked suddenly. She gives me a look of confusion. "What?"

"I want to be alone....you shouldn't have came here" I say "y/n I'm trying to help you-"

"I. Don't. Want. Your help! I want to be left alone! And you're not giving me my space!" I raised my voice. "I didn't ask you to come over! If wanted you here I would have called!" She frowns "I'm sorry"

"Leave!" I crawled into my bed getting under the covers. "I'll call Destiny-"

"I SAID I WANT TO BE ALONE! WHATS NOT GETING THROUGH YOUR HEAD?!"

"If that's what you want" she walks out the room, I felt a little bad for yelling but I didn't run after her nor apologize because I truly want to be alone right now.

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Hours went by and I stayed in bed. The light from the curtain vanished and the only thing I could here was frogs croaking. Because it had rained earlier today.

That relates to my mood.

I got out of bed and used the bathroom, as I'm walking back to my room I heard something downstairs. I slowly walked down stairs to see Lauren, she was in the living eating popcorn, her feet propped up on the table as she watched game of thrones.

"Popcorn?" She asked once she noticed I was standing there. "I thought I told you to leave?"

"I did....I left out your room"

"I meant out of my house"

"I'm not leaving you in this state....I might leave you alone but I'm not physically leaving this house until I know you're ok mentally" I stared at her for a minute "pop corn?" She asks again. I walked over to her and sat down next to her grabbing the bag out her hands.

"Greys Anatomy?"

"Please" She turns her favorite show to go to mines. "You don't have to do this?"

"I'm your friend y/n I want to help you get through this"

"You have a boyfriend....you should be with him"

"He'll understand"......