Your Voice

Chapter 21: Jealousy

Mina's POV

"did I end up falling inlove with you too? Son Chaeyoung?"

"did I?"

"did I?"

It's already 1:45 am. And I still can't sleep.

That question keeps on repeating on my head. I really really don't know the answer. But one thing is for sure, I missed her so much, her smile when we're together, her corny jokes, her good mornings, her voice, her presence. Yes we see each other always in school. But it seems like we act like we dont know each other. Like we're strangers.

I didn't even notice that I'm already in tears.

Wahhhh chaeyoung-ah you really are something to me.

Can we just go back to the time where we were so close? I wish I had that so called time machine. But I don't.

I hugged my pillow and close my eyes.

>next morning<

Another day, another day of going to school and being ignored by no other than Son Chaeyoung

"ahhhh Chaeyounggggg! When will this stoppppp???" I shouted and rolled over my bed. I just feel so frustrated

Maybe this will stop if I'll talk to her? And say sorry. But why would I be sorry?

"just talk to her Mina"

I said to myself.

Everything will be okay.

I quickly stood up and does my daily routine.

>fast forward<

I made up my mind, I'm going to talk to her.

As soon as I reached our school I quickly look for Chaeng in our classroom but I didn't saw her.

I waited for her to come until our class started but still no sign of Chaeyoung.

Her friends are already here, Dahyun, Tzuyu and... Yeah of course Somi.

"where the hell are you Son Chaeyoung?"

"Good Morning Ma'am"

"Miss Son. You're late"

Finally!

I smiled seeing her

"I'm so sorry Ma'am, I jusy uh-" she tried to explain but ma'am cut her words off

"It's okay just take your seat" our teacher said and she just nodded and went to her seat

The class resumes

>>>break time<<<

Let's go Mina! Let's do this

They went to the cafeteria first because I told them so and I followed

"Hey Mina!" Dahyun waved at me

"hey" I simply replied and smiled

"come let's eat" Tzuyu invited me but I refused and looked for Chaeng

"where's Chaeyoung?" I asked them because obviously she's not here again

"oh chaeyoung and Somi went somewhere. Somi said she want to talk to Chaeyoung privately" Dahyun explained.

"oh is that so?"

"yeah why?" Tzuyu asked

"well nothing. Uhm I gotta go" I said waving goodbye at them

"well aren't you going to eat with us?" Dahyun asked

"uh no I'm full actually bye" I said then walked out

I need to find them. I need to fix these things between me and her.

I looked everywhere, Cr,  Garden, Classroom, library but they're not there.

On my way going back I saw them at the side of the locker talking.

There you are Son Chaeyoung

I ran closer to them

"chae-"

I stopped running and just stood there seeing Somi kissing Chaeyoung.

Seeing them like that it's like I've been stabbed by a knife directly to my heart.

I want to run but it feels like my feet were glued in the ground.

Chaeyoung saw me and slightly pushed Somi

"Mina?" Chaeyoung said in a shocked look

"oh uh-huh? uhm Sorry. Did I disturb the both of you? I'm sorry. I just want to talk to you but seems like you're busy, maybe next time? Yeah. You can continue to what you were uh doing.  Bye" I ran as fast as I could

"no, Mina wait!" Chaeyoung called me but I didn't bother to look back as if I didn't heard her

I forced myself to smile in front of them. But deep inside I'm hurting as hell!

But Why am I hurting like this?

I think I'm already inlove with you Son Chaeyoung

But am I too late?

Are they together?

Did Chaeng already moved on?

Arghhh! Too much questions in my head.

I went to the garden then sat on the bench where I used to.

Then I cried

I can't understand about what I am feeling right now. I'm hurt because of what I had saw, I'm sad knowing that maybe Chaeyoung and Somi were together, I'm angry,  angry to myself for being so stupid for hurting Chaeng before but I didn't really hurt her right? Wait. Did I? Ugh! Whatever.

I wish I was the one you were kissing earlier Chaeyoung-ah- wait what? No what the hell are you thinking? Am I jealous?

But I do really wish that was me.

After I cried I sighed deeply and appreciated the surroundings.

I saw a flower with a lots of petals. I removed its petals one by one

"chaeng loves me" removing one petal

"she loves me not" removing another one

I repeated it until I'm already in the last petal I end up with "she loves me not"

What? No no no.

I saw a small petal in it and I'm happy I end up with "Chaeng loves me"

But then I saw another small petal. Seriously?

"well you're too small, unlike the others, so nah-ah you ain't counted" I said pointing to it

I looked up to the sky

"everything will be fine Minaaa. Fighting!" I cheered myself up and another tear escaped. But I quickly wiped it as soon as the bell rings, a signal that class will start soon.

So I fixed myself and head to class

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