It had been seven days since the man approched Yoongi in the bar, it had been six days since Yoongi got signed, it had been five days since Yoongi got his own studio, it had been four days since he'd texted Got7 about the news, it had been three days since it got out that Big Hit had a new rapper, due to debut in a couple months, it had been two days since he realised he was under the same company as his old friends who he hadn't seen in 3 years, it had been a day since he started working on his new album and it was the day he was still working on the first song in the album.
Yoongi was no longer Yoongi, oh no, he was now Agust D. He knew from the start he wouldn't use his real name, he knew he'd make a new one, like i said, Min Yoongi was dead. He knew he wanted D town in there somewhere as he was from Daegu, and he had been told his skin was pale like Sugar, so he simply wrote Suga backwards (Without the r) and added a T and D on the end (standing for D town obviously)
He couldn't decided on a name to call the album yet, all he knew was he wanted it to be about moving on, forgetting the past, but he wanted to mention some people he'd remeber (his friends) he wanted it to mention dealing with depression and putting on a mask, but he couldn't think of a good album name for the life of him. He'd considered things like Mask but it didn't sound origninal enough for him, things like this had to be perfect for him, if it wasn't perfect he wouldn't rest until it was, the struggles of a perfectionist.
He groaned as he lent back in his chair, running a tattooed hand through his messy blonde hair. Just then he heard a loud knock on the door of his studio.
"Who is it?" He called out in a haorse voice
"Your one and only friend....drum roll please.........BAMBAM!!!" He yelled through the door. Yoongi, chuckling dryly at his friend's strange ways, stood up from his creaky chair, opening the door for his bubbly friend.
BamBam walked right in, throwing himself onto the black couch.
"So what do you want?" Yoongi asked, reseating himself on his desk chair.
"Geez cant i visit my friend, i can leave ya know" BamBam said sarcasticly, messing around with the tired Yoongi.
"Please do" He replied, watching his friends put his hand on his chest dramaticly, he face showing fake betrayal.
"M-my own f-friend" He said wiping a nonexsistent tear away
"We were never friends bitch" Yoongi joked, smirking at his friend, BamBam faked sobbing at this.
Yoongi chuckled "Seriously though, why are you here, shouldn't you be at JYP?"
"I just wanted to see my friend after abandoning him for weeks" BamBam admitted, glancing around the room, "So what are you doing for your album, do you have a name?"
"Nah, cant think of a good one, i want it to be about me putting on a mask, convering my true self, about leaving my past behind and about trying to hide things like depression and anxiety behind this mask, this fake perona, but i cant think of a good name for the life of me, i thought of mask on or somthing but it doesn't seem original enough to me, but it's my only semi good one so far" Yoongi admited, running a hand through his hair again, a habit he'd picked up recently. "Plus i might mention about me changing my name to Agust D, me putting on a mask, hiding my true myself"
"Woah, getting that deep with your first album" BamBam said in disbelief "Not many have enough courage to do that"
"I'm not sure if it's courage or stupidity at this point," He admitted, sighing before continuing "Anyway the mask im on about in the album is about me pretending to be strong, brave, confident, when i'm not, not that i'm telling anyone that in the album, it's about me having a different persona infront of people, leaving my past behind as i put on said mask, not wanting people from my past, or just anyone, to see how vunerable i really am in the present, about putting on a mask to hide my depression and anxiety, hiding them away, pretending to be brave and strong when i really just wanna break down in tears, but theres no word to describe that, not one that is good enough to be used as the name of the album anyway"
