Penelope Park you can not do this to me

Dont leave me again

Penelope's POV
I was happy that Josie was here but his only meant that my choose would be harder, do I leave her again to leave her more room to grow or do I trust that she's trying I mean I have no doubt that she trying she's Josie Saltzman, but then in the other hand I have my mum here and we've built a really good relationship since moving

The morning rolls over and I didn't really sleep much, I mean can you blame me, Josie is sound asleep in my arms and felt like old times, she was so beautiful and cute, her mouth was wide open but still very cute, my mum was still asleep on the chair but I could see her moving around and slowly waking up. I was laying there with Josie's words replaying in my head

"Please don't leave me again" AGAIN I've dont this too her before, I hurt her but she hurt me, my mum always tells me that two wrongs don't make a right but Josie Saltzman was not a wrong.

My mums eyes opened making full contact with mine however I don't think she could really see me,

"Hey mum"

"Good morning Penelope" 

She looks at Josie and smiles at the way I'm playing with her hair

"What are you smiling at"

"You and her"

"What about us"

"Yous are in love with each other aren't you"

I look down at Josie and can only just admire her beauty, she was basically on top of me under the blankets fully asleep with her head reacted on my chest and her arms wrapped around me and it was cute and what I've been missing

"I think so mum, I really do"

I saw my mum blush as she got out of the uncomfortable chair and I had to ask her something

"Mum?"

"Yes sweaty"

"She told me not to leave her again"

"Penelope."

"I don't know what to do, I love her so much mum but I don't want to leave you either"

She moves over to me

"Honey, if you love them then let them go"

"Mum it's not that simple"

"Penelope I'm not done, you let her go right, you let her sore"

"Yeah I guess"

"And where did she chose to literally fly too"

"Me."

"Then you don't let her go ever again, your one of the lucky ones that let there love go and that person came flying back"

I was speechless, my mum was telling me to just choose Josie.

"Mum?"

"Yes."

"I love you"

"I love you too Penelope, now don't let her go, I can tell she's a keeper"

"She really is"

I looked down at Josie and she let out a smile, I'm not sure how much she had heard but she heard that last part and it was true. My mum left the room to get get some coffee and breakfast.

"Jojo?" I said confidently

"...."

"Jojo!" I said smiling

"...."

She wasn't gonna answer me so I placed my hands either side of her body and tickled her, Josie was very ticklish, she let out a small giggle and a squirm.

"Josette Saltzman"

She looks at me and smiles she's still giggling

"Ooo you love me" she mocks

"Yes Josie I do, you dork"

"Good cause I love you Penelope Park"

"Really?!" I said sarcastically

"Yep, very much so"

I just smile, it felt good to hear Josie tell me that she loves me, I always knew but I hadn't heard it for s long time and I was starting to doubt myself

Josie's moves closer to me and places a soft lingering kiss that was just full of love and lust, we locked our lips and the kiss just trapped us together, we broke the kiss and just made eye contact.

"You ready to explore Belgium a little before we leave"

I think she missed that end party

"Ooo where you going to take me."

I just look at her smiling waiting for those words "we leave" to sink into that beautiful and dorky head

"Wait., WE leave, Penelope Park at you coming home!"

"I'm not just coming home"

"What do you mean!"

"I'm coming home with YOU Josie."

She just smilies and squirms a little

"Yay!"

She gets up and is now sitting on my lap, she cups either side of my face and presses my her lips to mine, this kiss was passionate and intense, our breathes deepen and start increasing, my hands are wrapped around her waist, Josie's leans back brining me forward I had her held tight and made sure our lips did not unlock, that kiss was long but went so fast we broke at the same time and rested our foreheads on each other's and just took in the moment

"I love you jojo"

"I love you Pezz"