One Shots // Seaycee

xanny

[trigger warning: harsh words, suicidal behaviors and usage of drugs.] besides, I'm practicing on making a longass chapter
-agnes-

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"Please tell him to call me back, will you?" Miya shaky voice could be heard from the telephone line, Kaycee nodded her head—even though she knows Miya couldn't see it—"I will." She said before hanging up.

Kaycee and Sean—you may know them as the spectacular dance duo, they have this partnership and friendship like no one else. And it makes them special for others to see, basically, they are blessed with amazing talents and blessed to have each other.

But as they grow older—life gets harder. Now they are on their university year, yet, still having to take their dance responsibilities, doing partnership with brands, everything are just way too stressful.

They figured out that maybe going to university that are close to each other will be a good idea—it was their top priority to take care of each other. So they did, despite from being far away from their families, at least they have each other.

Kaycee has always been the tame one—with all the changes happening in college, she's able to get through. Sometimes, when she feels like she's in her lowest point, she will just lock herself in her dorm room, crying and watching her favorite comedy shows and she'll be fine after that.

But lately it does not work anymore—her stress are now not only about her study, jobs and dance. Sean is. He has been a lot to handle and she does not know how to help him. And locking herself on her dorm room, does not help getting rid the thought of him.

Sean—Sean Lew, everyone knows that he is the opposite of Kaycee Rice. He's the wild one—the guy whose brain is always striking with ideas. He's a perfectionist—he will not stop until he get what he wanted, even if it is only a tiny mistake. For him, knowing that he succeeded boost his pride—and it's important.

Kaycee wouldn't be worried if Sean can take care of himself. But that boy has always been the 'tough on the outside, very fragile inside' type of person. And only Kaycee and their families know about it.

Two months ago, during uni final term—he had a huge breakdown because his project was scattered apart. When Kaycee went to his apartment to make sure he's okay—he was sitting in his kitchen, drinking alcohol and his lean body was trembling like crazy. He was tipsy and howling for help many times.

She was not sure if he remembered anything, but when she tried to stop him—he keeps on pushing her away, hitting her body with his bare hands telling her to fuck off. His handprints left marks on her body, some went away after couple of minutes and some become bruises.

The next day, Sean didn't apologize. Eventhough Kaycee was still in shock and scared of him, she still somehow manage to talk to him again. Telling him to at least seek a professional help because she couldn't always be there for him.

He agreed. They made an appointment with a psychiatrist, and after they consulted his problems and how it effects him—the psychiatrist gave him some medicine.

It was supposed to calm him down and only to be consumed when his anxiety is out of control. The doctor said it is going to help him with his mood.

That whole week—Kaycee helped him with his medication. Making sure he's doing fine and staying in his place, sacrificing going on time for her classes. That whole week, Sean kept on asking her why she wore sweaters and leggings every time, even when she sleeps. The hazel eyed girl could only give an excuse that the weather has been very cold lately—she never brought the bruises into their conversation.

She thought he would've been better by now. Kaycee thought Sean will be the boy she always knows—but she was wrong. Sean lost his self control, everytime Kaycee pays a visit, she could see bottles of xanax everywhere—in the kitchen, his bedroom, the toilet, on top of the tv. He bought them more than the dose he was given. But again, she could only stay silent—she's afraid if she did something, it will mess his mood and he'll throw tantrums again.