Grand Central Academy

Nothing Really Matters

Chapter 12
Lauren's POV
I woke up in the next morning and saw I was in my room. Normani was gone. I left my room and Camila sitting in the living room with my duplicate.

"Lauren," She said.

"Where's Mani?" I asked.

"She left." Camila answered.

"Fuck!!" I yelled. I felt a wave of sadness hit me and I saw all the memories with Normani. I saw us together making love in the summer. "I have to leave." I replied. "I have say bye to Taylor."

"Let me come with you." Camila said.

"They are gonna marry me off Camila. I don't get to choose my lover." I told her.

"Maybe you should." She said.

"That wasn't me who fucked you last night." I sighed.

"Of course it was she's apart of you." Camila pointed to my duplicate. "I know you have feelings for me."

"I can't go back there." I stated.

"So how do I make her go back inside of you?" Camila asked.

"It's painful." I replied. "But I know a way. The only way. I need Normani find her and I'll take my duplicate with me as I go see Taylor. Then we meet back here and go to the island."

She nodded looking at me, "Lauren I know you——,"

She put her hand on my cheek and looked down at her, "Don't I'll just hurt you. Dinah, Normani, I don't want you to be next please Camila."

"I'll go find Normani." Camila said walking away.

"Fuck." I mumbled. I grabbed my duplicate and we went to Taylor. I told her everything.

"Wait so your ex Kady made your duplicate." Taylor said pointing to her who raised her hand. "Then you fucked Normani last night, while she fucked Camila."

"Yes." I replied.

"And to make matters worse Normani found out who's also pregnant with your kid. Do I have that correct?" Taylor asked.

"Yep." I replied popping the p at the end.

"Man your are royally fucked." Taylor replied. I looked down as I sitting down looking at her. "What are you not telling me?"

"They are gonna marry me off. You know how many people I've slept with. Once I get there they are marry me off and if I don't I have to give up the throne." I stated staring into space. "Or else they will kill me on sight for treason."

"Lauren you can't go back there." Taylor said.

"I have no choice Tay." I stated.

"What about Camila? She wants you." Tay started.

"I've fucked up too bad to even be considered for the throne if I choose her." I said. "What am I gonna do?"

"You'll know you always do." She stated. Taylor helped me up and hugging me. "Come on don't cry." She wiped my tears away and kissed my cheek.

"I have to go." I said looking down.

"I know go I'll be here." Taylor replied.

"Come on let's go." I said leading my duplicate out of the room. We went back to the dorm and I saw an angry Normani and a sad Camila.

"You better have a good fucking reason for bringing me here." Normani replied.

"My death." I said.

"What?!" They said confused.

"They are gonna marry me off to someone so I can stay ruling the island. If I refuse they'll execute me on sight." I explained.

"Lauren tell me your not considering what I think you are." Normani said grabbing my face.

"I WANT TO DIE!!!" I yelled scaring them. "Ever since Taylor died I've never been the fucking same. I've hurt everyone I love you, Dinah, Zayn, Chris but he'll never admit to himself. But I know I'm a burden on him. He's hanging on by a thread because of me. I just want to be with Taylor...." I felt my voice cracking and I fell to my knees. Both Camila, and Normani walked over to me. "I'm so sorry Normani."

"Hey look at me." Normani commanded. I looked up at her as she wiped the tears from my face. "Don't you dare give me on me. Don't you dare ever think no one loves you. If you died everyone would be a mess without you. Lauren you have to keep fighting. Please for me, for our kid. Okay, promise me you will."

"I promise." I said with my voice cracking. We went back to the Phoenix Island and went to the throne room immediately.