The last chance: ON HOLD

chapter 12

theres a little bit of bad language in here

just saying

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       The weekend went by fast and soon it was Monday. I had been having this weird feeling all day but couldn’t shake it.

       It was 6th hour ‘only 2 more hours to go, this one and seventh’ I thought to myself as I walked into my sixth hour.

         When I got to my seat I felt my nerves tense up and then next thing I knew the guys beside me were pushing each other around and hit my desk. I lost it. I can’t handle being around fighting. It makes me panic.

“Stop! I can’t handle this! Not today!” I yelled before I could stop myself. Thank gosh the bell hadn’t rang so the teacher wasn’t in here yet. After that I sat there and put my head in my hands trying to calm my nerves. I was having a nervous breakdown.

I knew I was about to start crying and I hated to cry in front of people but my nerves were shot. The next thing I knew I heard all the guys saying stuff like “What’s her problem?” and “we didn’t do anything to her” and then I heard a smack.

 Between the guys complaining I heard Allisa and Claire saying “Leave her alone.” And “She has a Reason for acting like that”.

Which I did, I usually talked to my dad if I was stressed but he hasn’t been able to call these past 5 days.

And then after the smack I heard Allisa say “Don’t you dare hit my best friend”! So I knew they were acting like they were going to hit me. What guy would hit a girl who was having a nervous breakdown?!

          After that I couldn’t handle it any more the bell still hadn’t wrung so I got up and ran out of the class and strait into the bathroom (that was thankfully across the hall). Once I got in there I lost it I started crying not caring who else was in the bathroom.

Like ten seconds later Allisa and Claire came into the bathroom looking beyond pissed but I knew it wasn’t at me.

“Are you okay “Claire asked me?

 “I just don’t want to be here I want to leave”!  I yelled but they knew it wasn’t really at them.

“Hey, those guys are jackasses don’t worry about them.” Allisa told me.

 After a minute I calmed myself down and we all went back into the classroom. And thankfully we weren’t late.

And Allisa was right those guys are Jackasses they are always being immature and none of them even apologized, not that I expected them to.

School seemed to drag on forever but soon enough I found myself at dance practice. When I first got there Gary congratulated me for my winnings at the dance competition.

“Okay today I’m just going to let you do whatever cause I’m not done with your choreography for Friday yet. He told me.

“Okay” I said, thank gosh he wasn’t making me learn anything, after the day I had I don’t know how good I would’ve handle that.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ okay so yeah i know its been too long but ive had alot going on.

and i am still having major writers block.

the only reason i was able to write this is because well this actually happened to me yesterday it sucked but my friends stood by me! <3 them!

thats all i really have to say so i hope you like it!