"I Don't Know"

Level 14

Today is such an exhausting day.. I really thought I could hang out with him and mend our friendship that is still kind off rusty.

But it didn't happen.

Even if I did pick him up from his house to go for music class, there were just too many obstacles. One of them is this girl that I despise very much.

I don't even know why I don't like her but she's generally annoying and a bossy person. Maybe that's just my opinion.

Okay like I'm trying to make an effort so that he and I could be close again but it feels as if she's in the way of our interaction moments.

She is so frustratingly annoying.

Why won't you let me talk to him?

Why did you stole my seat next to him?

I sat there first.

Why are you making me hate you even more than I already do?

It hurts seeing the two of them so close to each other. It's the same feeling of pain as how she hurt me two years ago.

What kind of a friend are you?

You know what, this means war. If you want it that way, do it that way.

You think I'm afraid of your petty parents? Oh fuck no. I have gone through so much that I lost my fear towards teachers and principals.

You disappoint me. You disgust me. It has always been your fault.

You have always been my rival and enemy. Oh but you don't know that do you? I resented you for a long time girl and I will continue to resent you.