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Hello my lovelies!

It's been a while since I've written anything here because I was having a MAJOR writer's block.

Nah, it's just because I've been really busy. Huh, time really has passed by. It's been a year since I left here. I missed it.

A lot a shit happened so sometimes I don't feel like writing at all. I know I might be depressed or something but don't worry I'm still okay. I can manage.

I mean, I write in here because it's difficult for me to express my pain and worries to the people around me since I am the positive one. I can't put down that image and all I could do is put on a mask and face the world.

I wish I could stop but it became a habit over time and now I question myself whether the emotions I felt is real or not.

I feel like a prisoner in my own world.. I can't do things right, how am I suppose to make my parents proud when such a fucking mess?!

Sometimes I feel like giving everything up but I held onto the little hope that I have in my soul and kept going.

I'll be honest, I'm tired of living in this suffocating world.

Well, I guess I'll be off now.

Stay healthy and have a nice day my lovelies..

Yours truly,

~Miracelle

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