Jealousy part 2

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Taehyung felt strangely nervous as he approached the dorm, his hands trembling slightly. It seemed ridiculous. He wasn't about to confront anyone scary or dangerous. This was his Kookie, his boyfriend, the boy who used to cuddle him to sleep every night, who used to take him on dates, who used to tell him he loved him everyday- until everything went so bitter and jealous and awful.

Tears filled Taehyung's eyes as he searched around the living room and kitchen area. Jungkook was nowhere to be seen- yet Taehyung had a good idea of where his boyfriend was. He hesitantly walked into their shared bedroom, his heart breaking when he heard soft sobs coming from the closet.

His mind flew back to their debut days, when Jungkook was a shy, tiny 15 year old who scarcely said 2 words to anyone. Tae had found the boy in hunched up in the closet, sobbing because he missed his family and felt so lonely. Tae had put his arm around Kookie and held him tight, telling him it would all be okay and that he'd look after him.

Tae sighed at the bitter-sweet memory. His and Jungkook's relationship had come so far. And even if Jungkook wasn't going to fight for them, Taehyung definitely was.

"Jungkook?" He said softly. A small gasp came from the closet, the sobs immediately stopping. Taehyung sighed at the lack of response and opened the closet door.

Jungkook hunched further into a little ball, hiding his tear stained face. Taehyung went and sat beside him, having to squash right up to Kook in the small closet. Tae waited. Jungkook waited. The silence was almost deafening. Then,

"You gonna talk to me, or should I just leave?"

Jungkook didn't reply. Taehyung tutted, reaching up and gently brushing Jungkook's hair off his face. The younger jerked his head away, hunching away from Taehyung.

"Oh, come on, Jungkook," Tae said, sighing. "You don't get to act like that. You were the one to start this."

Jungkook fidgeted around. "I-I know," he said quietly, his head drooping slightly in what looked like shame. Tae shuffled up closer to Jungkook and put an arm around him, pulling him in for a cuddle wether he wanted to or not. Thankfully, Jungkook didn't jerk away this time, and melted into his boyfriend's touch, clinging to him like a koala.

Jungkook buried his face into Tae's chest, his shoulders shaking as he tried to suppress his sobs. Taehyung gently pulled him off and cupped his face in his hands, lifting his chin so that he was looking into Kookie's eyes, sparkling with tears.

"What's going on, Jungkook?" He said in a gentle voice, "what's going on with us?"

Jungkook was silent for a few seconds, looking at Taehyung, nibbling his lip like an anxious bunny. Then words burst out of him in a rush.

"I-I'm sorry, Tae, I'm so so sorry, but I just felt like... I felt like I had to make you jealous so that I knew that you loved me because... because I feel like I'm not good enough for you because everyone thinks you're so handsome, and you are, you are and I'm kind of just average and I felt like I kind of had to hide how insecure I am by acting hard to get so that you'd like me more but it all went wrong and I-"

"Kookie. Kookie. Hey. Calm down," Taehyung said, pulling his boyfriend into his chest. Jungkook sobbed into Taehyung, incoherent words and apologies spilling out from his lips as he wept.

When Jungkook had finally calmed down, Taehyung gently wiped away the tears on his soft cheeks and pressed a kiss to his forehead.

"Kookie," Taehyung began, the younger gazing at him with pure love and regret in his sparkling doe eyes. "You are not average. You hear me? You're absolutely mind blowingly beautiful. In fact, I'm lucky to have you."

Kook opened his mouth to protest, but Tae silenced him by pressing their lips together.

"You have no need to feel insecure, baby, but if you do, you could've just told me. It was childish to try and make me jealous, but it's not as if I'm completely innocent either."

Taehyung let out a hollow sigh. "We both did wrong. But you're sorry, and I'm sorry, so how about we move on?"

Jungkook immediately nodded, pulling Taehyung close to him and kissing his cheek. "Please. I love you too much to loose you. I really am so sorry, TaeTae."

Taehyung kissed his boyfriend back, nothing but love filling his heart. "I know you are, Kookie."

They sat in silence for a while, leaning into each other and enjoying each other's warm presence. Then Kookie spoke.

"Tae?"

"Hmm?"

Kook shifted, looking uncomfortable. "Um... Is Hobi really the most muscular guy you know?" he asked meekly.

Tae gave a chuckle. "Of course not, silly. You know you are."

Content with that, Kookie snuggled into his boyfriend once again. And when they entered the practice room once again, the whole atmosphere felt lighter. And the group could once again perform happily knowing that their two maknaes were in love once again.

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