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La'Mara/ Mara 

After 2 hours of getting ready and wrapping up Nahmir's gifts I headed to the party which was taken place at his house 

I couldn't help but wonder if his mother came back or not. Like what kind of mother leaves their child to chase after their dead beat ex. I felt bad for Nahmir at a point but he acted so careless toward the situation, so if he wasn't worrying why should I. 

Being that Nahmir lived  about 5 minutes away I pulled up to his house quickly 

I debated weather or not I should go inside 

" you just gon stand there shorty" i jumped at the sound of the familiar voice 

" Uh i was just about to go in" i spoke 

" Thank you for showing up, I thought you hated a nigga" he spoke opening the door for me 

" I don't hate you but, i don't trust you" I Sighed 

" I can respect that" he spoke rubbing his hands down his face 

" well here's your gifts" i said

" You ain't have to get me nothing ma " he said taking the bags 

Oh trust me nigga I know 

" I know I just thought I should" I pulled a strand of hair out of my face

" I love that hair color on you, it fits you" He smiled starting up a conversation 

" Thanks, I wanted a new color, had to change it up a bit" I smiled running my fingers through my hair 

" Look I know it ain't my business but you and manny got something going on? " He asked looking me into my eyes

" Hell no , Manny is your cousin why would I have something going on with him" I questioned 

" Well all know damn well Manny has feelings for you, and I guess i was just jealous you still the love of my life La'Mara no matter what, and I know I been saying it a lot lately but I'm sorry, the shit is crazy man, every time i think about you my chest hurt, the thought of me hurting you gets to me. You ain't deserve that shit ma and I don't deserve you  I just want us to be cool again like we was before everything" He spoke holding me close 

" Nick, I forgave you a long time ago, even though you hurt me I cant hold a grudge with you forever, everyone makes mistakes in life you just have to learn from them" 

" I understand, thank you ma for giving our friendship another chance" I nodded 

" I still can't trust you one hundred percent though you have to earn my trust " I pointed out 

" I can do that" He said 

" And another thing I wanted to clarify that I wasn't cheating on you" I told him he broke his gaze and looked down 

" I was trying to get you and the guys set up for your new studio" I announced 

" Studio? We got a studio?" He asked excited 

" Yup thanks to me and the girls we rented out a small room and brought supplies for you and my old time friend helped us set it all up" 

" Man, you for real or you cappin" He looked at me squinting his eyes 

" Boy, im serious. I know how much music means for you guys so I wanted to help out" 

" Really son?, thank you ma I love the fuck out of you" 

" I love you too, big head" 

" Tuh you should be the last one talking, walking in here looking like a whole ass egg" He lauged sounding like a windex bottle 

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