La'Mara/ Mara
After 2 hours of getting ready and wrapping up Nahmir's gifts I headed to the party which was taken place at his house
I couldn't help but wonder if his mother came back or not. Like what kind of mother leaves their child to chase after their dead beat ex. I felt bad for Nahmir at a point but he acted so careless toward the situation, so if he wasn't worrying why should I.
Being that Nahmir lived about 5 minutes away I pulled up to his house quickly
I debated weather or not I should go inside
" you just gon stand there shorty" i jumped at the sound of the familiar voice
" Uh i was just about to go in" i spoke
" Thank you for showing up, I thought you hated a nigga" he spoke opening the door for me
" I don't hate you but, i don't trust you" I Sighed
" I can respect that" he spoke rubbing his hands down his face
" well here's your gifts" i said
" You ain't have to get me nothing ma " he said taking the bags
Oh trust me nigga I know
" I know I just thought I should" I pulled a strand of hair out of my face
" I love that hair color on you, it fits you" He smiled starting up a conversation
" Thanks, I wanted a new color, had to change it up a bit" I smiled running my fingers through my hair
" Look I know it ain't my business but you and manny got something going on? " He asked looking me into my eyes
" Hell no , Manny is your cousin why would I have something going on with him" I questioned
" Well all know damn well Manny has feelings for you, and I guess i was just jealous you still the love of my life La'Mara no matter what, and I know I been saying it a lot lately but I'm sorry, the shit is crazy man, every time i think about you my chest hurt, the thought of me hurting you gets to me. You ain't deserve that shit ma and I don't deserve you I just want us to be cool again like we was before everything" He spoke holding me close
" Nick, I forgave you a long time ago, even though you hurt me I cant hold a grudge with you forever, everyone makes mistakes in life you just have to learn from them"
" I understand, thank you ma for giving our friendship another chance" I nodded
" I still can't trust you one hundred percent though you have to earn my trust " I pointed out
" I can do that" He said
" And another thing I wanted to clarify that I wasn't cheating on you" I told him he broke his gaze and looked down
" I was trying to get you and the guys set up for your new studio" I announced
" Studio? We got a studio?" He asked excited
" Yup thanks to me and the girls we rented out a small room and brought supplies for you and my old time friend helped us set it all up"
" Man, you for real or you cappin" He looked at me squinting his eyes
" Boy, im serious. I know how much music means for you guys so I wanted to help out"
" Really son?, thank you ma I love the fuck out of you"
" I love you too, big head"
" Tuh you should be the last one talking, walking in here looking like a whole ass egg" He lauged sounding like a windex bottle
