La'Mara/Mara
" Nick get off me bro your heavy" I whined
I was happy to see nick was finally happy again even though it still hurt him he didn't push me away like before
"No gimmie kiss first" he made a kissy face bringing my face closer to his
"If I give you a kiss will you get off of me " I rolled my eyes asking
" maybe,maybe not" He smirked
"If you don't get off me your not getting shit " I giggled
"Oh we gon see" He got off of me leaving the room
"Finally" I mumbled
I played games on my phone and scrolled through Instagram as Nahmir came back into the room with grapes in a bowl
" So I been thinking" He started off
"Thinking bout what" I asked still typing on my phone
" I wanna take you on a date tonight, now that I think about it I never took you out" He said
"That's because I hate dates and you know that" I sigh
"I know babe but it doesn't have to be all fancy and stuff we can go to the arcade and stuff, actually do stuff that's fun" He looked at me
" Okay fine" I agreed
"But....I want you to wear that baby blue dress that I brought" He smirked
" Oh my god, why the hell am I going to wear a dress to a arcade" I asked putting my phone to charge
" Because you gon look sexy in it" He smacked my butt as I lied on my stomach
"What time are we going" I yawned
" like around 8:30 pm" I nodded
" Okay so I'll have more then enough time"
" Who was that at the door the other day" I asked
"Huh" He played dumb
I already knew it was Justin I just wanted to see if he was going to lie
" Glizzy" He lied to my face
" Mm" I shook my head
" Come lay back down" he grabbed my hand
" Nah I'm good" I moved my hand getting off the bed
" Where you going" He shouted as I left the room
" Don't worry bout it" I sighed
I went to lay down in my mamas bed missing her like crazy
I honestly could say that I loved Nahmir. But
If he can't be honest with me about something so small imagine something bigger. I do want to be with him and I want our relationship to work
I started to look around my moms room glancing at the picture of my dad and I
I smiled widely thinking about the memories we shared he was an amazing father and I couldn't ask for a better one
He was working hard for my Mama and I 25/8 I was to young to understand what was really going on with my parents until I discovered my mom had a miscarriage.
I was supposed to have 8 other siblings. I know crazy right? My mom was pregnant with octuplets she had got into a car accident with my aunt Jahnae on the way to the final doctors appointment before the babies birth.
After my siblings passed away my family slowly fell apart. My father lost his job , My mama became depressed, Her breast cancer became worst and my father finally let us know about his cancer.
Yes, I was young but I wasn't stupid. I would always see my mama and daddy arguing. One day my daddy got drunk and brought a lady home after my mama left to the store ,long story short he cheated and my mom kicked him out
She held the grudge for so long until we got a call from my nana telling us my dad was in the hospital. When we got there it was to late my daddy was gone.
I never been the same person since then. I always try not to hold grudges because you never know what can happen the next day. Tomorrow is never promised.
I bit my bottom lip to prevent me from crying. I know for a fact my dad would not want me to be here sobbing
I wiped my eyes only for more tears to come running
" Baby have you- You okay mamas" Nahmir came into my moms room
I burst into tears holding on to him tightly
"I miss my daddy so much" I cried
I was genuinely hurt, My father was my best friend and now he's gone
" Let it out baby" He rubbed my back as I cried a puddle on his shirt
" I know he's proud of you Mara, he's looking down at you so proudly don't ever think otherwise"
I'm SORRYYYYY for not posting 😭 I was waiting for the story to hit 9k but it's taking a littleeee to long so here you go
You guys finally got a little of Maras past
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