dis·ap·point·ed.
[ˌdisəˈpoin(t)əd]
adjective(a person) sad or displeased because someone or something has failed to fulfill one's hopes or expectations.
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lunch, yeah time flies fast.
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unknown
where are yousichengieee
who's this?unknown
yutaaaasichengieee
wth, how did you get my number?annoying japanese guy
I HAVE MY WAYS :>sichengieee
that's..... scaryannoying japanese guy
where r uuuuuuu?sichengieee
rooftop
with that, yuta ran through the only rooftop they had at their main building.6 floors seemed nothing with yuta's persistence of seeing the chinese guy. and as he opened the door he saw the younger there looking below.
yuta approached sicheng as he also looked below.
"can i say something not normal?" sicheng said as he looked at yuta who looked at him with a smile on his face.
"sure" yuta said as he chuckled.
"i'm tempted to hold your hand and jump of here together" he said as he smiled. strangely, yuta felt glad.
"aren't you freaked out on what i said?" sicheng asked. yuta shook his head, "not at all, it just means you wanted to be with me even in your hardships" he chuckled.
"that's weirder than what i said" they both chuckled at that remark.
"why are you here anyway?" yuta asked looking at the younger's eyes
"air" sicheng smiled.
"are you okay now? the kids that attacked you is already suspended for 3 weeks, i told taeyong about it and they saw clips that cctvs took" yuta said and sicheng smiled.
yuta sat on the cold floor and sicheng, seeing what the older did he also sat in the cold floor.
"you're so beautiful i can't stop being upset because they hurt you" yuta said as he traced sicheng's face softly with his hands.
"i'm okay now" sicheng assured him.
"high five!" yuta said as he showed his palms toward the chinese.
even though confused, sicheng complied.
as sicheng's palm touched yuta's, the japanese closed his hands making the high five turn into their hands intertwining.
sicheng chuckled, letting yuta do his thing.
yuta let go of sicheng's hand as he arranged himself and lied on sicheng's lap.
"what are you doing?" sicheng said between chuckles.
"you'll be my pillooooow~" yuta pouted as he closed his eyes and just enjoyed himself in sicheng's lap.
the chinese started to trace yuta's face, admiring the japanese's features.
"what are we?" sicheng asked, he wasn't sure he really wasn't. for the past few days, he was comfortable with yuta's presence and it made him change.
yuta was taken aback but with still eyes closed he said, "we're nothing"
sicheng felt his heart clench. he was disappointed. right they were just nothing in particular, was he being delusional?
sicheng stopped his hands on moving but felt warmth when yuta held it tight.
"nothing stays forever, can we be nothing?" yuta said as he opened his eyes and looked at sicheng's face who's above his.
the words processed for a while, but the chinese felt better.
"then should we stay like that?" sicheng smiled and yuta nodded as he whispered, "yeah, temporarily"
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