Love & Hate

Chapter 10

Chapter 10

After a little while, we head outside and are sitting on the picnic table. Jax walks out and says "Koz, Lee called and needs you to head back to Tacoma for a few days." Koz looks at him and asked "When do I need to leave?" Jax says "About an hour." Hap asked "He need me too?" Jax looks at Happy and says, "Nah. Just Koz." and walks off. I look at Koz and say "Looks like we have an hour to get you ready to go." We head to the dorm, just the two of us and Koz pins me to the wall, kissing me roughly. Pulling me over to the bed, he quickly strips me down and enters me. Thrusting in and out quick and rough, he causes me to cum quickly before finding his own release. Once we get dressed, I start packing his things and get him ready to walk out the door. Walking outside, I walk him to his bike and kiss him goodbye. "Please be careful." I say. "I will baby. I love you." he says. "I love you too." I tell him and kiss him one more time before backing up and watching him leave. Walking over, I walk into Happy's arms and he kisses the top of my head and says, "He'll be fine."

We were sitting at the bar when my brother Kyle walks in. "What do you want?" Hap asked pushing me behind him. "I was wanting to talk to my sister for a minute if she will." he says. Kyle had always been the one that I was the closest to. He's the one that almost always took my side. "It's okay Hap. I'll talk to him." I say and lead him outside. As we walk over to the side to talk, I look and see Hap and Tig sitting at the picnic table watching. "What do you want, Kyle?" I asked crossing my arms over my chest. "Our plane leaves in the morning. We want you to come home with us. Please. We miss you, sis." he says. "Kyle, I have a life here." I say. "Look, we did everything we could to try to protect you. Why would you want to stay and be a biker whore?" he asked. Looking at him shocked that he of all people would say that. "What did you just say?" I asked. "Maura, you are sleeping with two of the members. Might as well sleep with them all. Are you going to just let them pass you around like that?" he asked. "Kyle, you need to leave. As far as I am concerned, you all no longer exist to me. This is my family. You are all dead to me." I say walking off, leaving him standing there. I walk inside and head to the dorm room. Walking in I shut the door and sit on the bed, playing with my ring that my brothers got me for my 16th birthday that I still wore.

Happy walks in and kneels down in front of me and asked "Baby, what did he say to you?" I shook my head and said, "It doesn't matter. They leave in the morning and won't be back." I tell him. "Maura, what did he say?" he asked again. "It doesn't matter, Hap. It's done." I say again hoping that he would drop it. "Goddamnit. What the fuck did he say?" he almost yelled. Happy never raised his voice to me like that. "Fine. He called me a whore and said if I let you two pass me back and forth, was I going to let everyone pass me around." I yell and run into the bathroom and lock the door.

A few minutes later, I hear a knock on the door. "Maura? Babe? Please open the door." Hap says. I just sit there with my head in my hands crying. "Maura. Please baby. Let me in." He says again. I reach over and unlock the door and he opens it and walks in. Kneeling down in front of me he says "You're not a whore, baby. You know that right?" He wipes the tears from my face and kisses me softly. Pulling me up and carrying me over to the bed, he lays me down and hovers over me. "I love you Maura more than anything. I won't let anyone hurt you." he says kissing me softly. "I know Hap. It just kills me that my own brothers think that low of me but I am supposed to believe that they love me. Maybe they are right. Maybe I am a whore." I say pushing him off of me and sitting up. "Stop. You are not a whore. You are my Old Lady. You are the woman that I love more than anything. After losing my mom, I never thought that I would love anyone. I didn't think I was capable of it until you came along. Never think that low of yourself. You are respected and loved and Koz and I would both die for you." he says. I feel him moving behind me and pulling me back against him. With his arms around me, he starts kissing my neck. Turning in his arms, I straddle him and deepen the kiss. Kissing turned to shedding clothes. That turned to him pinning me to the bed. That turned to him making love to me, slow and gentle. The entire time, whispering to me how much he loves me and wants me and how lucky he was to have me.