Love & Hate

Chapter 20

Chapter 20

I get home from the doctor and the guys are sitting in the living room waiting for me. "Hey guys." I say. "How'd it go?" Happy asked. "Looks like I healed pretty good from the miscarriage and we can start trying right away." I tell them. Koz picks me up quickly and starts carrying me to the bedroom. Laying me on the bed, Happy and Koz start shedding clothes while I do the same. They lay on each side of me and start assaulting my body. Koz climbs over me first and enters me quickly and starts thrusting in and out while Happy is on his knees next to me sliding his hard member in and out of my mouth. "Fuck Koz. Harder. I'm getting close." I tell him. He fucks me harder and faster and I feel my walls contract his hard member as he spills his seed inside me. Moving over and kissing me deeply as Happy replaces him between my legs. He enters me just as quickly as Koz and starts fucking me hard and fast and I hear Koz in my ear saying "Cum for us baby. We wanna see how sexy you are when you cum." he rasps and that throws me over the edge and Happy follows right behind me. After we all reach our releases, we collapse on the bed. "Fuck Maura. That was hot babe." Happy tells me. "Yeah. I forgot to tell you how fun baby making can be." I tell him laughing.

The next few months were much of the same. I have been bent over furniture, taken in the shower, up against walls, on the couch, floor, counters, you name it. Every month I take a pregnancy test and it comes back negative. Sitting in the bathroom and this is our fourth month of trying and we are waiting on the results of the test to show. "I can't look." I tell them, not wanting to be disappointed again. Happy picks up the test and looks at it. Looking back at me, he smiles and says "We're knocked up." I look at him wide eyed and jump into his arms. After hugging him and Koz, I called to get an appointment with Tara.

That afternoon, I am sitting in Tara's office and she did my bloodwork and as soon as the results come back she smiles and says "Looks like you are indeed pregnant. Now, let's go to an exam room and see how far along you are." she tells us and we follow her to an exam room. Pulling the ultrasound machine over, she puts the gel on my stomach and moved the wand around. We heart the heartbeat and the three of us smile. Moving the wand a little more, we see the little blob on the screen and I feel a tear fall from my eyes. "Looks like you are seven weeks along. Congrats guys." Tara says and hands us the ultrasound pictures. We schedule my next appointment and get my prenatals and head home.

Walking into the house, we are sitting on the couch and I can't take my hand off of my stomach. I'm pregnant. I fix dinner and we are all getting ready for bed. Laying between them, I hear them start to doze off and I am laying there awake. My worry is setting in. This is the third time that I have been pregnant and lost the first two. All I can do is pray that this one makes it full term.

Waking up the next morning, I am dragging. "You okay baby?" Koz asked and Happy turns his attention to me. "I'm okay. I just didn't sleep much last night." I tell them. "What's wrong?" Happy asked. "Just worrying and before you say it, I know this time is different but I still have that worry in the back of my mind, at least until we get past the first trimester. I'm not going to keep my stress bottled up. I promise." I tell them and they both come over and kiss me and tell me that they love me.