In the End

Chapter 11

I called but no reply. I had an internal conflict going on. I left a voice mail for Emerson hoping he would listen to it and call me back.

Me: Hey... Uhhh Emerson? I'm calling back about your voice mail. I'd rather tell you over the phone or in person so give me a call or text me, thanks, bye.

Truth is I really do still care about Emerson. It was about 7:30ish when I called him. He texted back at 8:15 he was at my door. I sprinted upstairs threw on quick makeup and a made myself look cute in my PJ pants and a tank top with a messy bun, classy but causal. I yanked the door open and there he was. So handsome and persuasive I blinked a few times to make sure he was there, standing on my porch in his boxers only with his guitar. It was so cold he was shivering and he couldn't play his guitar. I grabbed his bare skin and pulled him inside my body tingling and face warm. 'Are you crazy?!" I yelled quietly. "Maybe just a little" he laughed.

A little? Hah! it sure does make ME crazy.

"What are you doing?!" I questioned. He told me to just listen. He played strummed away on his guitar. He sang Won't go home without you by Maroon 5. "I've been working on that for a while" he commented after finishing and wanted to talk. He asked if I could take a walk to his house with him and considering he was in his underwater I would do anything to make him go home and cover up. My mom wasn't home so why not, its not like she would mind anyways.

We were walking to his house and whenever we got there he opened the gate and went around to the backyard. We sat down on the bench in the back but no lights surrounded us and I was curious as to what was going on.

Oh no he is a psycho maniac and he's gonna kill me before I even get a chance to tell everyone I love them. Nobody will ever find out

I know he isnt like that, he's not psycho. I just was paranoid. I was nervous to be there and my mind couldn't help but run wild. I was sitting there just wondering why we were here when he pulled a random string and a banner fell down saying will you go to the formal with me or do I need to sing another song? I won't lie it was really cute and before I could comprehend what I was doing I had a huge grin on my face and I was nodding yes. The next thing caught me if guard, I was wrapped in his muscular arms with a tight grip on me as if to say you aren't gong to leave me again. His soft warm lips were pressed against mine and I felt a surge of electricity ripple through my body. I could tell deep down he was scared of losing me because he kisses me for a long time until we were practically sucking in air to breathe. I won't lie I missed him quite a bit.

We just sat there embracing. Not wanting to let go. He let me go and I walked home and I had so much to think about and plan. Her texted me.

Emerson: Hey I just wanted to make sure you got home safe and if anything happens if you get lonely call me or text me and if you want I'll come over.

Me: alright thank you. I'll let you know if I do and we have so much to plan. I didn't think anything of it because I didn't think I would get asked. Thank you I'm sure I'll enjoy it.

With that being said I was tired and I went to bed surprisingly easy with so much on my mind.