Chapter 6- I Still Love You- Part 2

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by LillianMetcalf

by LillianMetcalf

~Lily'sPOV

"This next and final song is dedicated to someone who really hurt me. I thought I made the right decision by being with him, but obviously, I was wrong, and it ruined everything. But anyway. This song is called 'Should've Said No' "

It's strange to think the songs we used to sing
The smiles, the flowers, everything is gone
Yesterday I found out about you
Even now just looking at you feels wrong

You say that you'd take it all back, given one chance
It was a moment of weakness and you said, "Yes."

You should've said "No", you should've gone home
You should've thought twice 'fore you let it all go
You should've known that word, with what you did with her,
Get back to me (get back to me).
And I should've been there in the back of your mind
I shouldn't be asking myself, "Why?"
You shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feet...
You should've said "No", baby, and you might still have me

You can see that I've been crying
Baby, you know all the right things to say
But do you honestly expect me to believe
We could ever be the same?

You say that the past is the past, you need one chance
It was a moment of weakness and you said, "Yes."

I can't resist
Before you go, tell me this:
Was it worth it?
Was she worth this?

No... no, no, no, no... no..

The crowd applauds and I say 'Thank You' and exit the stage.
As I walk backstage, I find Jannice, Niall, Zayn, Louis.... And Harry..... All clapping and saying how good I was, except for Harry who is sitting on a couch against the wall.

"That was amazing Lily!" Louis says giving me a hug. "Were you nervous?"
"Nah. Not at all."
"Great job Lily!" Jannice says giving me a hug, then Niall, then Zayn.
"Thanks guys!" I say. "You guys are the best" I look over at Harry. "Excuse me." I walk over to Harry and sit down beside him. "Hi" I say with a slight smile.
"Hey" He says back
"Look, I know you're probably still mad at me and I totally understand. What I did was wrong and I'll never forgive myself for it." All he does is look at the floor. "I know you really don't care, but that last song was about Ashton. He broke my heart. He was cheating on me. So I broke up with him." I do a little fake laugh. "I don't even know why I'm telling you this." My voice gets quieter. "Its obvious you're still mad at me." I pause for a minute. "I understand if you hate still hate me. But you should know..... That first song... Was for you. I still love you, Harry." A tear slides down my cheek and he looks at me for about 5 seconds and then looks back down at the floor. I get up off the couch realizing he will never love me again, and I walk over to Louis and Zayn who both put arms around my shoulders as the walk me out of the building. As were walking out, I look back at Harry who is still looking at floor. Another tear slides down my cheek. He will never love me again. But, I will always love him, even if he doesn't love me.

~Harry'sPOV

She really seemed upset... She really does still love me... And I still love her... I just couldn't say it... I have to tell her.... Somehow.. And as for Ashton... When I see him... He will pay for breaking my true loves heart.

I have to prove to Lily I do care about her and that I'm not and I don't hate her anymore.

Its like I've fallen in love again with her.

I'll do anything to get her back.

I know she's still the one.

I run home as fast as I can to get the boys help for a song.

A song for Lily.