Conigliettó

Roll one wit me

" I wish I could live forever, because that's how long it will take to get my shit together."- Calen

( Joanah up at the top, classic average boy cuteness. Sorry random boy from google😂)

I'm back to being a lone wolf, me myself and I. Wrapped in a world full of emotions. The sting in my eyes pull me to the realization that I'm gone.

Leaning back on my plushed pillow, I sigh. I glance at the brown narrow blunt in my hands and put it in my mouth. I light it breaking the end of my blunt. The smooth smoke slides past my lips.

The only thing that can make me feel better. The adrenaline pumping through my veins. I take hit after hit waiting for the elevated feeling that I love.

This is the love of my life.
My only friend.

I love the feeling of not feeling anything.

I've always felt so hopeless, that I will never get over this depressed stage of my life. I would do anything to be happy. I want to feel good about myself and everything around me.

A chill run through my body, as I feel it kicking in. I hit it one last time before putting it out. Realization hit me that this was my last one and I needed to buy more weed.

Smoking and going on adventures always made me feel better. I hated just sitting here to wallow in my feelings. I got up from my bed and grabbed my phone from my night stand. I pulled up my friend's name and let him know that I needed some and was on my way.

I pulled on my vans and a jacket and walked down the stairs, and out the front door. I decided to walk since he didn't live that far from me. Walking down the street I head toward his house. The breeze felt nice against my face.

My phone dinged , notifying me that I had a message. I pulled my phone out of my pocket and looked at the lit up screen.

Joanah🍃💨
yeah come through

I just laughed to myself, putting my phone back in my pocket. I looked up and saw his house coming up. I quickened my pace on my way to his front door.

I knocked a few times and waited for someone to open the door. A minute passed and I decided to knock again. I sighed and tapped my foot impatiently. Taking out my phone to text him I'm outside.

The door swung open as I unlocked my phone. I rolled my eyes at the fact it took forever to open the door.
" I told you I was coming." I looked up from putting my phone back in my pocket. My eyes meeting those hazelnut eyes from earlier.

" Well it's nice to see you too Coniglettó." I slight smirk danced on his face. My face turned red from remembering earliers events. I stumbled back a bit and cleared my throat.
" Is joanah here?" My voice came out squeaky and I slightly cringed.

He chuckled and opened the door wider. " Nah but I got you baby girl." I bit my lip and furrowed my eyebrows as I walked into the house.

" Are you a drug dealer?" A low chuckle came from the side of me as the door closed with a gush of wind.

" No but joanah asked me to handle this for him. I didn't strike you as the smoking type Coniglettó."

I giggled, awkwardly switching the weight of one foot to another.

" Well you didn't strike me as a drug dealer." He chuckled and bit his lip.
My eyes glanced down quickly at his lips and back up to his eyes as my face heated up.

" Um I'mma go get that for you, I'll be right back." He turned and run up the stairs right behind him.

I stood there awkwardly and hoped he came back quickly. A few seconds later, heavy foot steps came down the stairs.
" 50." We exchange money for the small package.
" If you ever want to match or just roll one with me you should just hit me up." I looked at him and thought about it. Do I really want to smoke with him?
" Um sure, what's your number. Maybe we can roll one later." I widened my eyes realizing what I just said. He smiled and held out his phone. I typed in my number and saved it under my name.

I just rocked my body back and forth, than gave him his phone. And I gave him mine as he did the same." I guess I'll see you later than." My body heated up and I put my head down. " Y- yeah, later. I'll see you. Later." I dragged the r out and my face heated up again.

I quickly turned around and opened the door. I heard a chuckle once more before I shut the door behind me.

Kind of short but I will make the next update soon and yes it will be longer 💓