Certain Things | Chaelisa & Jensoo

Chapter 6

It's been around a month since we last talked. I missed her more than I was willing to admit. I wondered how much longer it would continue and if she'd ever talk to me again. I mean she had to eventually...right?

I tried to apologize even though I didn't know what I did, but she always just waved it off saying it was fine. I gave up. I never thought those would be the words I'd use when talking about my best friend. But I did. I gave up. I didn't know what to do anymore. I missed her, needed her, my heart ached for her but she didn't look like she needed me. One would think that my feelings for her would vanish because of what was happening but no. Instead I was here, hurting. Crying. Aching for her.

I was sitting alone in my room, strumming my guitar and writing down words on a piece of paper. Our CEO doesn't let us write our own songs but that doesn't stop me. I write some lyrics whenever I am full of emotions that I can't really express. I write songs about them, because that's the only way I know how to cope with my feelings. Too bad I can't share it with our Blinks. I hope that one day he'll let us write our own songs. I'm sure Blinks would love it too.

'Keep running round, running round, running round my head' I wrote down and continued to play the guitar until someone knocked on my door and entered the room.

"Hey hubby, wanna take Kuma for a walk with me?" Jennie asked and looked at me expectantly.

"Yeah sure, why not, " I said and got up from the bed, "let me get changed first though"

"I'll wait for you in the living room" she said with a smile and left me alone.

I quickly put on some jeans and an oversized sweater and made my way to the living room.

Jennie didn't notice me come in because she was busy on her phone, a wide smile on her face. I came closer and saw she was texting someone, "must be Lisa" I thought. Before I could get a closer look she put her phone into her pocket and looked at me, "Ready to go?".

"Yeah, let's go."

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We've been walking for a few minutes now, making small and casual conversations, nothing too deep just a relaxed chatter.

Jennie was in the middle of telling me about the new make-up she's been using when my stomach growled. She stopped and looked at me with raised eyebrows.

I didn't really have time to eat before we went out so I haven't eaten since the morning and it was already past 1 pm.

"Wanna go grab some food?" she asked.

"What about Kuma?" I pointed to the small ball of brown fur running around us.

"We'll just have to find a restaurant where they don't mind dogs, come on" grabbing my hand she led me to God knows where.

After walking for a while we've reached some Italian restaurant and made our way inside where the waiter seated us. The light inside was dimmed and gave it a cozy atmosphere. There was smell of food in the air and it was invading my nose which made me even hungrier and I hoped that our waiter would come soon because I would literally starve. When a waiter walked past our table with a tray full of food I had to hold myself to not steal the food from him.

After a few minutes a waiter came to our table, "Have you guys picked something out? he asked.

I opened my mouth already knowing, "I'll have the salmon pasta but without avocados and water please"

He wrote it down and looked at Jennie.

"I'll have the same but with extra avocados" she said and sent a smirk in my direction.