Mute's Life (Mute X Twitch -First Portion-)(Mute X Sledge -Second Portion)

The Message

You lay in bed awake staring at the ceiling you re-read the letter over and over. You cant deal with the contents. 

The GIGN invites anyone special or close to Twitch to speak. If you are reading this you are NEEDED to speak at the funeral. If you dont wish to speak please give us a couple day headstart so that way we know to replace you. 

Reading this causes you to feel a burden again. You cant strain your brain mentaly with her shit any longer than you have. You looks donw to see a message from a unknown number and you instantly know who it is. 

Sledge: "Look we need to talk." you respond almost instantly

"No." You say this just trying to cut any ends with him, but deep down know that one day someone is gonna ask about your "Family".

Sledge: "Look we need to clear this up."

"No, you want to have closure. I cant I have been used too many times." You say this feeling your brain starting to stir up thoughts.

Sledge: "Why? I just want to put this behind us." He says this almost instantly after you sent yours.

"Look I would have totaly have given you closure, but I already have to many people including Alibi." You say this looking at your DM's recalling all the times they used you and how she came back just to fuck with you even more.

Sledge: "What did she do to you!!!" You can sense his fatherly instincts kicking in.

"Its fine plus if I wasnt you would not be the first person I would tell." 

Sledge: "Look. Please let me fully explain. I will be at the Cafe down town meet me there at 3pm today." You guys stop messaging eachother and you get your ear buds out and start to listen to music as the thoughts of suicide have entered your mind. Your mind is in isolation as darkness as the guards. You feel your depression that you fought for so long start to creep up your spine causing your body to shiver. You head into the bathroom and look into the mirror as the voices that have been so quiet start to creep up. You have been such a failure. One of your teamates died because of you. You dont deserve to live. Your Patheitc. You will never ever find love again. Hearing the voice say again causes you to start to feel empty as your life was happy. You had everything you wanted. A stable income, a lover, and a stable home. You had everything that you wanted than you threw it all away. Now you are left open and vournable in an unstable condition. All Alone.... You look down at your belt to see your knife. You pick it up shaking wiht pain in your body. You raise your pant leg exposing your pale thigh. You take out your knife take a piece of flesh in your left hand and cut a 1/2 inch cut. You start to bleed but not nearly as much as when you cut your arm. You look down and stand up feeling a pain in your leg. You get into the shower with an itch on your cut. You wash your body cleasing your body and your mind of the evidence of what happened. You get out and get dressed ready to meet Sledge at the cafe 2 hours later. You put on some Blue Jeans and a Button up shirt with your shirt rolled up to your elbows. You make your face look less like you by washing it and actually cleaning the pores out lesving your face looking so much younger, but still older than you really are. You lay down and you start to watch some Netflix but cant find anything as there were too many choices. You stand up and walk over to your car you brush your hair than start to drive off heading to the Cafe. You park your car and are met with his soft hazel eyes staring into your greyish blue orbs of death. "Im Glad you could make it I started to thin kyou wouldnt show."

"Alright, Im here what do you need to explain." You say this disregarding him.

Sledge: "Well, I was told by Twitch when you were locked in your room by her that you cheated on me with her. When I heard the news I headed to the Springs to be with a friend I was lied to and decived I just wanted to go somewhere I felt safe. When I got there he took me away and tried to drug me I just resisted and relaxed in the springs. I drove back and saw you with Twitch but I started to feel like he was right." He says this crying, but quiet so no one would notice.

"Well I can see what I can do but Im not going to be like others and just forgive you just after thats not how this stuff works. We can try this later." You stand up leaving to be met by a mans soft eyes staring at you. He looked familar but new at the same time. You noticed his glasses and helmet next to him and his perfectly trimmed mustache. You waved to him getting into your car and drove back to Hereford. You arrive to your room to see both Doc and Rook standing there.

"What can I do for you Chaps?" You ask this happily, with the most amount of emotion you have shown in a while.

Doc: "First we have a mission soon and do you have your words for the Funeral yet."

"To be honest I dont think I am going to attened she fucked with me too much." You say as you could feel the strains of the ropes around your wrist start to tighten in your mind.

Rook: "YOU BETTER FUCKING SHOW THAT WAS A TEAMATE." He says this angirly and screaming at the top of his lungs.

"Look man. Imagine being trapped in a realationship where you couldnt escape unless one of you died. I tried to die my self but was stopped. And, once you got out you were kidnapped than held hostage for an entire day with could have been rape." You say this blandly but really on the brink of a mental break down as images of her and Alibi fill your mind.

Rook: "YOU KNOW WHAT FUCK YOU." He says this as your met with a fist to your nose than your temple causing your vison to go blurry and than black. You wake up on someones bed that isnt your own but oddly familar.

Sledge: "Finally your up. Doc brought you here as we couldnt get into your room." He bringsyou over a cup of regular Breakfast Tea.

"What time is it." You say slugishly.

Sledge: "What type of Tea is it man." He chuckles at his own joke before laying down next to you. You start to burn hot as a fire as he wraps his arm around your head letting your head to rest on it. "So do you wanna give us another chance?"

"You know what fuck it. Why not." Saying those words you start to see some of the guards disappear around isolation as a tall figure starts to surface from the shadowns but a much smaller man standing not too far behind him.

The intercome chines on: "Will all of S.A.S and S.A.S.R come to the debriefing room we have an emergncy.

A/N: Shit is coming to end sorry about the Alibi shit gonna be explained later as I already really have tbh. *Last A/N* That is what she did but anyways only a couple more parts. Dont forget to comment who you think the figure in the Shadows is. Guesser gets a free high Five. Any Ways Moose Out.