You go to sit up after waking up inside the White Room and than are instantly pushed back down on the bed.
Doc: "Slow Down." He says looking back down at his phone. You start to remember what happened. You still feel tired and just close your eyes and drift back into darkness even though you were just asleep. You are about half asleep before Doc wakes you up again "Sorry about that, but you cant go to bed right away we need to run some test. Hungry?" You feel stomach rumble you swear that it shook the room.
You triedly respond with a humm. You go to stand up and Doc runs over to your side giving you a arm to lean onto. You gaze into his eyes being lost in the deep blue of his eyes. He notices you staring you both look away and notice how he burries his head in his shirt.
"Sorry about that I just have never seen an eye color like that." You kind of nervously chuckle at the wait of response.
Doc: "Yeah I have been told its only in every 300-1000 people get this shade of blue most get a kind of grayish blue." He lifts his head and opens the door leading to the cafeteria. Your heart drops when you see everyone in there looking at a body on the floor. You walk over to see that it is James. You have never seen the kid around but have heard about him around the base. He was living with Twitch for most of the stay but after the first problem he moved in with IQ and Blitz to try to help him with the Father and Mother situation.
Doc: "GET OUT OF THE WAY." He pushes everyone aside and goes to the kid notcing the large gash and baldspot on his head. "Ok who the FUCK DID THIS." This is the first time anyone has heard Doc angry he usually was mild mannered besides when shit like this happened. He usually would just sigh than carry them away but now he was pissed. He picked up the boy testing for a heart beat than storming off. You want to help him but you start to stumble after him leaving your side. You feel someone grab your arm and help you back on your feet.
"Thanks I dont know what it is but I can't stand right." You look up to see Bandit
Bandit: "Yeah an overdose can do that. But, why did you?" He says this as he helps you up and sitting you on a table
"I didnt mean to. I just couldn't sleep and I guess I took one too many." You say this starting to feel your leg twitch.
Bandit: "You should be back to your normal self in only couple of hours." Untill than just stay off any meds it makes it worse. And use a crutch if you stay here I will bring you back one." He walks away and your leg starts to twitch more and more and you start to feel them again. A sharp pain rises in them almost like a bullet wound. You look down to see nothing but the sharp pain just stops. Bandit arrives back with the crutch.
"Hey did you ever get a sharp pain in your leg afterwards?" You saks as you rub the spot of pain with no trace.
Bandit: "Sometimes but thats not because of the overdose." He gives you the crutch you get on ith than head to get some food than Doc turns the corner and you talk than both go to get some food. You bith sit down at a table with eachother and relax.
"How long was out?" You ask this in between bites of food.
Doc: "About a day not very long for some it can last weeks and even one case three months." He says this tna continues to eat. You both just stare into eachothers eyes and you start to dream about how you could swim in them like they are like an ocean. You shake your head and Doc looks at you funny. "You good?" He says this laughing.
"Yeah just kind of drifited off for a second." You couldnt get over his eyes and you felt guilty about it as you still had feelings for Sledge but will never tell him. "Hey wanna go do something I feel all locked up when Im here." You say this kind of wanting to just go do something even if that is just a walk.
Doc: "I would love to but I have to go help James or whatever his name was." He stands up and leaves you all alone. You walk to your room feeling nake and useless. You decide to go and brush up on your aim. You couldnt get over his eyes no matter what its like they put a spell on him that he couldnt get rid of. You head in and decide to take an L85A2 just to help you get rid of your thoughts of Doc and the ones of Sledge the one man that you ever had feelings for. You notice how the gun is recoiless and never ever needs to be paired with anything that isnt a Acog. You put down the gun and head back to your room after using around 100-150 rounds with headshot accuracy. You go to your room and take a shower as your putting on clothes you hear a knock at the door you walk over and open the door.
Doc: "Looks like the kid is fine and that he just passed out from dehydration. He might need to stay with someone else. Thats kid of why im here. Could you take him he needs a little bit of guidelines in his life." He says this itching the back of his neck.
"Is that the only reason you came." You say walking away going into the bathroom with your clothes.
Doc: "I mean I guess I wanted to see how my patient is doing." He says this basically screaming.
"Well im fine. I mean I guess I could help the kid out." You say exitng wearing your Pajamas.
Doc: "Ok I will get him." Doc leaves and you set up your bed for him to sleep on and than made Sledge's bed as it is still a mess from when he left you go to cry but are interupted by the voices. You know that he is banging that other dude right. He will never come back. He doesnt love you. You dont deserve love. You useless. They kept repeating until James walked in with a suitcase. Before you know it he is in your bed putting ear buds in and starts to doze off you think that it is about time to go bed and you set your alarm for a time not too late but not too early fot the kid. You fade into the darkness only to be awoken in the same white room you started the day in. What the Fuck... you go to sit up but Doc pushes you back down.
Doc: "Dont try." Than looks back down to his phone. A major difference was that he had deep brown eyes and not the deep blue you loved. His face starts morphing into Sledge and the voices come back. Ha, I never loved you. I only ever cared for you because I was told to. I never wanted to be your dad. You useless I was the one stopping you from killing yourself go to the bathroom and end it all. No one loves anymore. They stop when you wake up from this night terror. You start to feel anxious about how they are starting to appear more and more often.
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Mute's Life (Mute X Twitch -First Portion-)(Mute X Sledge -Second Portion)
FanfictionThis is the story of Mute on missions and a couple of years after he joined there are some parts that are inspired by @siti9901 One Chance so I would recommend you read it, it is great. Thanks for reading it means a lot to me.