billie eilish imagines

•stressed out•

Your POV:

School is stressing me out, mid- terms are coming up so we are reviewing everything we learned in the year, and having so many subjects I don't understand come at me multiple times a week is getting hard to deal with.

I have cried 2 times in school and 2 times out, and we just started reviewing this week, i feel so lost and lonely and I don't know what to do, my girlfriend has been busy with writing and recording her music so I haven't had any time out of my house.

At this point, I'm lost and scared of how much worse it could get.

I was so busy stuck in my thoughts I didn't hear my room door open, but I felt someone wrap their arms around me, I smelled lavender and knew it was my safe space.

Billie.

"Baby, why are you in the dark all alone, thoughts getting to you again?"

I slowly nodded, turning around in her arms and putting my head in the crook of her neck.

"You know, if you were stressed out, you could have let me know, we could have done something fun to get your mind off of it, with all the music I'm making, I could use the break."

"Yeah I know, it's just the fact that I need to get used to this, you know, im going to college so this isn't even the worst it's gonna be, I just need to figure out how to work with what life throws at me"

"You can do it, I know you're strong, and when the testing week is over, we are going to have so much fun, you're gonna love it."

"Thank you Billie, it really means a lot to me, I love you so much"

"I love you too babe, you sound tired, I'm gonna let you sleep, make sure to call me tomorrow okay?"

"Okay love, thank you for stopping by, I really needed this talk"

"Anytime cutie"

As I watched her walk out the door, I realized just how much she really means to me and how much she's impacted my life and saved me from myself, and I could never thank her enough.

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The first two paragraphs was lowkey me ranting lmao