Maybe it was the way she looked at me across the room, in a room full of people. Maybe it was the way she cared about my feeling more than her own. Maybe it was the way her eyes lit up when she would open the door and seen me standing there.
I don't know. I didn't mean for this to happen, how many times out of ten, can someone say, that every single time they see a certain someone, they get the same exact feeling every time.
Fear.
Im scared, because I know that no matter how fondly she looks at me, I'm not the one she has at the moment.
The feeling I have, is mutual, but isn't acted upon, and I can't stand it.
The subtle glances she sends me in the hallway, almost makes me feel like something could happen between us, but then, when she is with her, I'm not there, she doesn't look my way, I could be eye candy, and I don't like that.
I'm in love with her, and I didn't mean for it to happen.
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uhm i just found this-
i must have been going through something.
edit (12-16-20) billies 19th birthday is so close whos ready for the bio change and finneas's post because i'm not 🥲 anywhore, i most definitely WAS goin through something, we won't talk about that tho😗
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