Mercy

(3) Wanda's Wedding Dress

When Bucky returned he caught wind that Clint and Wanda finally got engaged. "Congrats Barton" he said as he hugged him.

"Thanks man." Clint said

"Before I forget Buck we are having a dinner on Saturday to celebrate." Wanda said

"Thanks." he said as he went to his office.

When he walked in he saw Natasha holding 2 year old Maxie. "Hey you know we don't have a daycare here Natasha..don't you have someone to watch her." he said

"I can't stay she has the flu I couldn't get you to answer the phone so I thought doing this in person would be easier." she said

"Okay..you may go now." he said

She left and took a few days off to take care of her daughter. Bucky sat in his office for three days slept on the couch. On the fourth day he was staring out his office window drinking scotch he dind't care what time of day it was he rested his forehead against the glass.

Natasha came in "James Buchanan it's 8 in the morning and you are already drinking." she said

"I don't care." he said

She walked over to him "Hey this isn't like you." she said

He looked at  her "Don't Nat..I'm fucking failure as alpha dog. My ex wife slept with my brother and I came home from a trip to find them in bed together and her excuse was I'm not around. I fathered a baby with my best friend's wife cause I didn't know what else I was suppose to do you were in heat he was gone and I got her pregnant. I finally semi meet a omega that felt the need to have in my bed and make her mine but I have no idea how to approach the woman without scaring her." he said

Nat braced herself against his book case and let out a breathe. "Nat.." he said

"It's nothing.. you are not a failure James everybody makes mistakes James..you married a woman that you thought loved you but she didn't  nobody can fault you for that." she said

He looked at her "Nat.." he said as she grabbed the bookshelf with both hands.

"Where.s Steve?' he said

"You sent him to Tokyo for a month remember?' she said as started to double over in pain.

"Oh shit..I meant to send Sam on that trip not Steve." he said

"I'm just gonna go home and let this pass." she said then she felt him lift her skirt.

"James no.. please no I just need to go home." she whispered then he started to thrust in and out of her as she doubled over in pain. "Oh god Nat..oh shit." he said as he started to fill her with his juices.

She started to calm down as he stayed there. "Nat I'm sorry I wasn't going to let you be in pain." he whispered

She started to cry "James I can't do this anymore  you were my first cause you wanted to help and I lost that baby I've had 3 miscarriages with Steve and 2 with you when we were teenagers. Maxie is yours and Dylan is Steve's. " she said

"Just tell him what you told him last time okay." he said

He hugged her "I won't do it anymore." he said

That weekend they were all at Clint and Wanda's penthouse having dinner Bucky avoiding Natasha. He was drinking a beer when Wanda said "So Pepper who designed your wedding dress?'