7 Minutes In Heaven

Chapter 39

*Stasee's POV*

I stepped on the pedal home gritting my teeth. He goes mad at me when I don't tell him something, then doesn't tell me stuff? Obviously he's done something to get beaten up by them men! And if he can't even tell me that, it can't  go on.

As much as it pains me to say it, if he can't tell me stuff like this, he obviously dosn't trust me. And what's a relationship without trust? Nothing.

So once again, another night on my own I guess! I pulled up to my house and made my way to the front door. I opened the door and quickly ran up to my room to dive into bed. Before I knew it the tears were pouring out. I don't even know why I was crying, well, I had just lost the boy I loved, but for some reason...I knew we would get back together. I mean, Jake will end up telling me, won't he?

Urgh, I don't even know with that boy any more. And I think that's why I was crying. He was so confusing it was painful, one minute he acts like he's crazily in love with me, then the next he can't even tell me things. That's the problem with me, I open myself up too easily, and get torn down.

I got changed into some sweats and put my hair up into a bun, if I felt shitty I may aswell make myself to go along with it eh? And you know what you need when you're in a shit mood? Ice cream.

I didn't even care what I looked like, I put my hood up and grabbed my car keys. I opened the door to the greeted by some fresh air, that felt kinda good, not good enough to make me feel better though. I got into my car and went into my pocket to check my phone, urgh I had forgotten it! Ah well, I'd only be like 10 minutes anyway.

Ben and Jerrys cookie dough, this would make me feel better in no time! I proceeded to the check out and purshased my ice cream. I speed walked to the car because the ice from the outside was melting in my hands. Now to go eat the ice cream!

As I pulled up to my house I noticed a person stood outside. With bags around them? I tried to make out who it would be, it wasn't Mom. They had a bigger build, my brother? No, my brother has longer hair. Who the heck is it?!

Jake fucking Hefferson.

Angrily I got out my car and slammed it shut catching his attention, why did he think he could just show up here? And why the fuck has he got bags? It's not like he's going to be staying!

'Why are you here?" I asked angrily

'You look nice' He laughed

Bastard.

I shook my head and ignored him making my way over to the door.

'Stasee please listen' He asked calmly gripping my arm

Listen?!

'Why would I listen to you?!' I laughed sarcastically

'Let me in and I'll tell you, everything' He reassured

I stepped back from him, was he really going to tell me? Did he really trust me?

I unlocked the door and led him into the living room and we both sat down on the couch.

'Spill' I spoke

'Well, you know like how my Dad said when you first met him 'watch who you're talking too'?' He asked

I nodded, what has that got to do with anything?

'Well it's like a threat. And since I beaten him the other day for what he done to you, well he's the person who got them 2 men' He sighed

His Dad? His own Dad done this too him?! Holy shit

And it's my fault.

It is my fault, if his Dad hadn't done that to me, he wouldn't have had to beat him, then he wouldn't have gotten beaten. Dammit Stasee! It's always your fault!

'It's my fault' I gasped raising my eyebrows

Quickly he took my hands stroking over them with his thumb.

'No Stasee, please don't think that. He deserved what he got, I'd been wanting to do it for years anyway, he deserves everything he gets' Jake muttered clenching his jaw

'What did he do to you' I whispered

He had obviously done something to him, you don't just hate your Dad this much for no reason. Jake sighed and let go of my hands, oh crap.

'He abused my Mom, then my Mom left, leaving me with him, so his anger turned to me instead." Jake spoke

Jake? I didn't even want to picture it, little Jake, vunerable, in pain. I couldn't bare it. It's true, that evil man deserves everything he gets.

'Oh Jake' I whispered straddling him, playing with his hair

He wouldn't look at me, so I turned his cheek until he met with my gaze.

'It's all over now, you're fine' I reassured

'Stasee?' He asked

'Yeah?' I answered

'Can I stay here for abit? I've moved out and I need somewhere to stay until I buy a place'

'You can stay here for as long as you need' I smiled placing my arms on his shoulders

He was moving out? Well it's for the best I guess, I don't want him getting involved with his Dad anymore, I don't want too see him hurt again.  Plus, this ment he'd be staying here or a while.

'So we're okay then?' He asked shyly

I loved it when he was shy, it was so cute.

'We're perfect' I smiled

Quickly he crashed his lips into mine and lifted me up, I wrapped my arms around his neck and my legs around his waist as he carried me upstairs. We got into my bedroom and fell onto my bed.

'Stasee' He breathed heavily

'Mhmm' I muttered

'I love you so fucking much'