All by myself
....
Wala nang excitement sa pag-pasok ko
What plans does God have for me?
Am I not worth keeping?
Why does everyone dear to me, leave?
I just don't understand why!!
I arrive at school, already expecting the worst.
The bullies.
The boring classes.
And being a LONER
Once again
I have no more family. I need to learn how I can survive by myself.
And the way to do that is STUDY.
Hayssss I'll just work hard in class, I'll try to be on the class honours-board... even though the classes are boring.
I'll work hard.
I can do it.
God will be by my side... ALWAYS
All I need is myself, God and Jesus Christ diba?
I have to do well in school. I have no choice, ayun nalang ang pagasa ko para sa magandang buhay. Wala akong pera, ulila na rin ako. Sarili ko lang ang maaasahan ko.
Kailangan ko ba ng magandang buhay para sumaya?
Kailangan ko ba maging mayaman para sumaya?
Ikakasaya ko ba ang mga mamahalin ng gamit?
Kahit ano yata gawin natin sa buhay natin, kung di natin kasama ang mga mahal natin sa buhay at ginagawa ang talagang nasa puso natin, di tayo totoong magiging masaya.
Another day in this boiling classroom. The air feels like it is the air out of an oven. It's like my class and I are potatoes, slowly being baked. I feel most thankful for my seat next to the window today. I get a small feel of the fresh air and breeze outside.
The teacher is teaching Math. In Math, no matter how much you add, you can always take-away. It's like in real life.
No matter how hard you try to put yourself in someone's life, they can always minus you out when they feel like it.
It's hopeless
Love is hopeless
Why can't we be taught how to read someone's feelings in school?
Why can't we be taught about questions the youth really has?
Do we really need to know how to multiply 6-digit numbers??
We have calculators for that now.
Next class is History
History??
History.... History nalang ang friendship namin ni Jay.
Madami naman dyan na hindi nag-e'effort sa school pero nag-g'graduate parin.
Maging ganun nalang kaya ako. Mag-enjoy nalang ako, try ko kayang maghanap ng barkada.
Hmmm ewan ko ba, baka mapahamak lang ako. Wag na, ekis yun.
Lagi nalang ako maghihintay matapos ang every class, matapos ang sinasabi ng teacher. Naghihintay na mag-ring yung bell.
Back to normal, yung normal na ayaw kong pumasok.
Wala na talaga ako kwenta, haysss.
BINABASA MO ANG
Nag-Mahal, Nasaktan, Natulog?
Teen FictionI met someone, my first friend, then he became my best friend. I fell in-love. Well maybe it wasn't love. I was unsure. Until something happened. I thought my life was over. I needed to find a way. Find a way to bring things back to how they were. ...
