Shattered Soul

Chapter 15

Chapter 15

Waking up the next morning, we tell everyone goodbye and Tig, Juice, Happy, Kozik and I head back to Charming with me on the back of Koz's bike. Before long, we pull up to a hotel for the night. Getting two rooms, the three of us go into our room and shower before bed. Climbing in between the two of them, I lay my head on Happy's chest while Koz is snuggled up behind me. Laying there thinking, I hear Happy ask "What made you let us handle her?" I feel Koz sit up so he can look at me. "When I started freaking out, Juice came in there to talk to me. He told me how bad his first kill haunted him and that you all didn't want that on my conscience. I realized that you all were right. I've come so far since my rape that I didn't need anything to make me go back." I tell them. "You know we're proud of how you handled her right?" Koz says. "I know. And I'm proud of myself. It's because of the four of you that I'm okay. Tig has been a great big brother and Juice is my best friend. But you two, have been my rock. You two are my everything." I tell them. They both kiss me deeply before we lay back down and fall asleep together like we do every night.

Waking up the next morning, we get up and pack our bags back up and head out. I get on the back of Happy's bike and we head the rest of the way to Charming. Walking into the clubhouse, Gemma walks over to us and hugs us all. "How'd your trip go?" she asked. "Good. Can we talk?" I asked and she leads me to her office. We walk inside and sit on the couch. "What's up baby. Something happen?" she asked. "It did but I'll get to that. How are you?" I asked. "I'm okay. Seriously. I'm good. Telling Clay and Jax was the right thing." she tells me. "Good. Well, while we were in Tacoma, I ran into the bitch that left me to get raped. The guys got her to a warehouse and while we were waiting for the call to that she was there, I started freaking out on the guys thinking that they thought I was weak because they kept telling me if I wanted them to handle her that they would. Juice talked to me and explained how they didn't want that on my conscience seeing how far I had come so I said what I needed to say to her and let Happy and Koz handle her. Now, everyone involved have been taken care of. I finally feel free." I tell her. "That's great baby." she says. "You know what you told me when I first got here? That if I ever needed to talk you were here?" I asked. "Yeah." she says. "That goes both ways." I tell her. She hugs me and we head back inside.

That night, we are finally at home in our own bed. Laying between the guys, I have my head on Koz's chest and Happy snuggled behind me. Koz turns towards me and kisses me softly. Happy starts kissing on my neck and shoulder and we start shedding clothes. Happy enters me while my hand strokes Koz's hard cock. I feel Happy nip at my shoulder as I find my release. He growls into my neck as he finds his own release. Lifting my leg over his hip, Koz replaces Happy as he still kisses on my neck and reaches around to rub my clit while Koz fucks me. I find my release again and Koz follows right behind me. We come down from our highs and snuggle back up to fall asleep together.

The next morning, I wake up alone. Getting up, I get dressed in my sleep shorts and Koz's shirt and walk out to the kitchen for coffee. I see the guys sitting in the kitchen and I move to start breakfast. "Morning." I say. "Morning babe." they both say. "Everything okay?" I ask. "Yeah. We just thought you could use a little sleep after our activities last night." Koz says. I just shake my head and laugh. After breakfast is done and we are eating, I ask "What's on the agenda today?" Koz says "Just working at the garage until four and then heading here."

The guys leave for work and I clean up the kitchen. After cleaning the house, finishing laundry I decide it's time to bite the bullet and do what I've been putting off all day. Walking into the bathroom, I pull out the box with the pregnancy test in it. "Here goes nothing." I say before taking the test and waiting the three minutes for the results. Three minutes later, it shows positive. I just sit there looking at the test. How am I going to tell the guys? Shit.

I toss the test in the trash and take the trash out so that it won't be found and start dinner. Dinner is almost done by the time the guys get home. "Hey babe." Koz says as he kisses my cheek and Happy does the same saying "Hey little girl." I don't look up from the stove but say "Get cleaned up. Dinner will be done in a few." They head to the showers while I get dinner finished.

Sitting down to eat, I'm quiet. I listen to them talk about their day while I just push my food around. After dinner is done I start cleaning up the kitchen and head out to the deck to sit. After a few minutes, I hear the door open and hear both of them come outside. Sitting on the steps, they sit on each side of me. "What's going on? You haven't said anything since before dinner and you barely ate." Koz asked. I don't say anything. "Hey. Talk to us." Happy says and I feel the tears start to fall. "Baby, you're scaring us. What's up?" Koz says. I stand up and go to the bottom of the steps before saying "I'm pregnant." Next thing I know, Koz is picking me up and crashing his lips to mine before passing me to Happy for him to do the same thing. Putting me down, Koz asks "When did you find out?" I look at them shocked and ask "You are mad?" They look at me and say "Hell no. We're having a kid. This is a good thing babe." Happy says. "I took a test today. I have an appointment tomorrow at noon to see how far along I am and get my prenatals and shit." I tell them. "I'll call Jax and tell him we won't be there tomorrow." Happy says. "Don't tell him I'm pregnant. I don't want to tell them until I tell Tig and I don't want to say anything until after the appointment." I tell him and he nods.

Walking back inside, we are all laying in bed together and both have their hands on my stomach. "You know I don't know which one is the father right?" I asked. "We're both the kid's dad. Period." Happy says and I smile. I love you guys." I say before we all fall asleep.

The next morning we get up and get things done at the house before heading to the doctor. Seeing the ultrasound we find out that I am seven weeks along so we call Tig and Venus to come over to tell what we have confirmed. "What's up kiddo?" Tig asked as him and Venus sit on the couch. "I have something to tell you. Koz, Happy and I found out something yesterday but confirmed it today and wanted you to be the first to know." I tell them. "What it is? Are you okay?" Tig asked concerned. "I'm better than okay. We both are." I say and he looks at me confused but Venus catches on. "Oh heaven's you're pregnant." she says and Tig looks at her and then at me and I nod my head yes. He picks me up and spins me around, kissing the top of my head before passing me to Venus so that he could congratulate the guys. "Congrats sweetheart. I cannot wait to have that little love to spoil rotten. Aunt Venus is going to be here the entire way." she tells me and I can't help but smile. Now just to tell the rest of the club.