Shattered Soul

Chapter 9

Chapter 9

The next couple of hours, Koz tortured Matt and Hap tortured Joey until they were both limp and lifeless. Stepping outside while some of the guys started cleaning up, Tig and Clay walk over. "Old Lady huh?" Tig asked. "Like you didn't see it coming. Look, this shit is going to shit on every relationship she tries to have. We don't trust anyone outside of the club and she doesn't completely trust anyone but the three of us. Hap and I talked about it and we both want to give her our crows." Koz says. "You know she don't do that cheating shit. If you fucks are with her, you are with her. That means no run head too." Clay speaks up. "We know. Neither of us have been with anyone since we met her." They said. "You've known her for nearly a year." Tig says. "We know." They say at the same time. "Fuck. You love her don't you?" Tig asked. "Yeah. We do." Hap says. "Alright. Brother or no brother, either of you hurt her, I'll take mayhem." Tig says. "Understood." they both say. "Head home and talk to her. Don't let her out of your sight." Tig says.

Happy and Kozik walk into the clubhouse and I go running for them. Getting to Koz first, I jump in his arms and pull him as close as I can. He puts his arms around me and kisses my temple and says "Come on. Let's head home. We need to talk." I look at him confused and then move to Happy. I wrap my arms around his neck and he pulls me close and says "Love you." I whisper "Love you." back before we get my things and head to the house.

Walking into the house, I take my bag to my room and start to unpack. I don't know if I want to hear what they have to say. Koz just said we need to talk and that's never a good thing. What if, now that they have found Matt and Joey and I'm not in danger anymore, they are done with me? I think to myself. I wipe the tears that have started falling and sit down on the bed, sobbing into my hands. A few minutes later, Happy walks in and kneels down in front of me. "Hey, look at me." he says and I look back at my hands. "Look at me. Please." he says softly. I look up at him and he says "Come to the living room. We need to talk to you." He takes my hand and I follow him to the living room where Koz is sitting on the couch.

Sitting there, between him and Hap, I don't say anything. "We found Matt and Joey. They won't hurt you anymore." Koz starts. "Thank you." I say and go to stand. "That's not all." Koz says, grabbing my hand. I sit back down but don't look at them. "We love you so fucking much, Gia." Happy says. "When we had those two fucks, we were deciding what we wanted to do to them, shit started hitting us." Koz says. I look up at him. "You cook for us, clean up after us. You comfort us. You give us something to look forward to everyday." Koz says. "It made us realize just what you are to us." Happy says. "When we were taunting those pieces of shit, we asked them if they knew who you were to us." Koz starts. "When they said no, do you know what we told them?" Happy asked. I shook my head no. "We told them that you are our Old Lady." Happy says. I look at him shocked and he smiled a little. "What?" I asked confused. "Hap and I talked about this. Sweetheart, the only people you completely trust are me, Hap and Tig. Tig's your brother but baby girl, you are our girl. You always have been." Koz says. I am still looking at him shocked. "You know we haven't been with anyone since the day you moved in with us almost a year ago?" Happy says and I stand up and walk to the kitchen. Standing at the counter, I am trying to process what they just told me. "Do you want to be our Old Lady?" Koz asked. I looked at him and Happy standing at the kitchen doorway and I say "Yeah. I do. But I didn't know you guys wanted that." Smiling at me, Koz walks over and says "Baby, Hap already has our crows drawn out. All you have to do is say yes and we give you our crows and make it official." I smile softly at them and say "Yes." Koz walks the rest of the way to me and kisses me softly and passionately before backing away and letting Happy come to me. He walks to me and kisses me passionately but roughly. I love these men more than anything. I never thought that anyone would want me after my rape but the three of us just fell into this understanding.

Three hours later, I have their crows. I have Koz's on my left rib cage and Hap's on my right. "There's only one more thing to do." I say and they look at me confused. "Claim your Old Lady." I say. I take their hands and pull them to the bedroom. Laying on the bed, I start to shed clothes and they do too before climbing onto the bed next to me, one on each side. I turn to Happy and start kissing him. I part my lips as he slides his tongue into my mouth to caress mine in a battle for control. Koz starts kissing my neck and down my shoulder. I lay on my back and Koz starts kissing down my body, taking his time while Happy is kissing my lips passionately. Koz kisses his way between my legs and kisses the inside of each thigh before kissing my core and causing me to come undone. Happy is kissing his way down my neck and to my breasts. Paying close attention to each nipple and leaving little love marks along the way as Koz has done. Koz gets on his knees and is between my legs. "Are you sure?" he asked. I nod my head yes and he enters me slowly. He takes his time and is gentle with me while Happy is kissing me. I find my climax and before I can come down from my high, he finds his inside me. Moving beside me, Happy takes his place. Koz kisses me and whispers that he loves me as Happy enters me just as slowly and is gentle in his quest to cause me to reach yet another blissful climax before finding his own inside of me. Laying on the bed in our attempt to regain our bearings, I kiss Hap and say "I love you." He responds with "I love you too little girl." I turn to Koz and kiss him and say "I love you." He responds with "Love you too baby girl." We all fall into a blissful sleep, snugged up together still naked.

The next morning, I get up and start breakfast and the guys are still sleeping. Once it's done, I go to the bedroom and climb onto the bed. Whispering in Koz's ear I say "Breakfast is done. Get up." Leaning over to Happy I say "Killa, food's done. Come on." They both groan and Koz pulls me to him. Laughing, I say "Come on. Food's gonna get cold." I get up and walk to the kitchen with them not far behind me. Sitting down to eat, I ask, "Okay, how is this going to work? Will I get alone time with either of you or are we all one big happy family?" I asked. "One big happy family but anytime you want just one of us, just say so and we will do the same. Just taking it a day at a time." Koz says. "What about if something happens?" I asked. "Like what?" Happy asked. "Like I get, uh..." I start and Koz cuts me off. "Pregnant?" he asked. "Yeah." I say, looking at my food. "Then the kid gets two dads." Happy answers. "You guys know I'm not on birth control right? Do I need to be?" I asked. "We can take you to see Tara if you want it but that's up to you." Koz says. "Might be a good idea. At least until I get my head right about the attack and shit." I tell them and they nod their agreement.

That afternoon I am sitting in an exam room and Tara is doing blood work and getting me set up with birth control. "What made you decide this?" she asked. I raised my shirt and showed her my crows and she says "About time." and smiled. I smiled back and she asked, "Have you slept with them yet?" knowing what happened. "I finally did last night after Happy was down with my ink." I tell her. "Good. I'm glad you get your happy ending." she tells me. "Thanks. Me too." I tell her. I leave the appointment and walk to the waiting area where the guys are. "All set?" Hap asked. "Yeah. All set." I tell them and we head home together.