Shattered Soul

Chapter 20

Chapter 20

Once his mother is gone, Happy gets up and heads to the back steps. I look at Koz and say "Call Tig and let him know. I'll check on Hap." He kisses me softly and pulls his phone out. I walk out the back door and sit on the steps next to him. I start to rub his back and he leans into me. I wrap my arms around him and feel him start shaking as he sobs. "It's okay baby. I got you." I tell him. We sit out there for awhile before his Tia comes out. "Happy, the hospice nurse is here. They have to take her now." she tells him. "Okay." he says. He looks up and sees Koz behind his Tia and Koz says "I'll handle it." Happy nods his thanks and I stay where I am. Happy pulls me onto his lap and just holds me to him. "Thank you." he says. I tilt his head up to look at me. "We take care of each other. It may not be legal but you and Koz are my husbands. My Old Men. There isn't anything I wouldn't do for you two." I say. "I'm gonna need you close these next few days. I have to make arrangements and call the guys." he tells me. "Koz already called Tig to get the guys here and I already handled the arrangements." I tell him. "When?" he asks. "The last time I came to see Ma. She said she didn't want to put that burden on you so I took her to make the arrangements. They already have the life insurance paperwork so everything is taken care of. All we have to do is set the date and time." I tell him. "Thank you. I don't know what I would do without you." he tells me. "Anything for you baby." I say. He kisses me softly before Koz walks back out. "We have to go to the funeral home tomorrow. Everything's taken care of but we have to just tell them who the pallbearers are and set the date and time." Koz says. "Okay." Happy says. The three of us just sit there for a few. Tia walks out and sits beside Happy. He puts his arm around her and says "Thank you for taking care of her. How are you?" he asks. "I'll be okay Happy. We'll get through it together." she tells him as she leans into him.

The next few days go by like a blur for Happy. All Koz and I can do is stay by his side. We make it through the funeral and Tia asks "What are you planning on doing with the house?" Happy just sits there for a minute before saying, "You've been living here. If you want it, I'll still help with the bills." he says. "Yeah. I'll get a job so it won't be long." she says. "Tia, I owe you. Don't worry about work. I got it." he says. He looks at me and I nod and so does Koz. "Thank you Happy." she says before hugging him.

The next day, we head home. I am on Happy's bike again and when we get home, he heads right to the shower and doesn't say anything. "I'll head to the clubhouse and let everyone know we're back. Go, be with him." he tells me. I kiss him and say "Be careful. I love you." He says "I love you." I head to the bathroom and undress and get into the shower with him. I place soft kisses to his back as he has his forehead leaned against the shower wall. He doesn't respond for a minute but then he turns around and kisses me. When we come up for air, he whispers "I need you." I wrap my arms around his neck and say "I'm right here." He picks me up and I wrap my legs around his waist and he pins me to the wall. Entering me slowly, he thrusts in and out at a slow and steady pace and I realize he's not having sex with me. He's making love to me. "I love you Georgia." he whispers and it's the first time that he's said my full first name. "I love you Happy. More than anything." I tell him. "You feel so fucking good little girl. Are you mine?" he asks. "I'm yours. Fuck, Hap, don't stop. That feels so good." I moan. He starts nipping and biting my neck and leaving marks on both sides of my neck as I moan with every thrust. I finally find my release with him right after me. He stay inside of me for a minute before looking me in the eyes and says "Please don't go anywhere." I kiss him softly and say "Till death baby."

We get out and dry off and he asks "Where's Koz?" As I pull on some jeans, I say "He's at the clubhouse. Wanted to give us some time alone." He pulls me close and says "Let's head there." I nod and put on my boots before we head out the door.