It's a cold universe

~ 2 ~

So here it is the second book!
Well I know that I said I'll start it in June but I have so many ideas and things in my head, I need to write them all down.
What are your expectations for the cold universe? Let me know !
But here you go! Second chapter of the cold universe:
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Chris' view:

After our break up I felt alone. So alone. I know what I've done. I knew it already after I said that to her and it was wrong. It was so totally wrong. I didn't know what to do without her. She won't come to the Bakery anyore, that was clear and we also wouldn't spend Christmas togheter. That would be even more tough. 4 days before the real hollydays starts I flew to my kids, back to LA. Of course they want to spend them with me. Apple and Moses were very happy to see me again and suprisingly Gwyneth too. Allthough we broke up she is the mother of my kids and she was my first love.

The hollidays were over soon and I need to say goodbye to my kids once again. I won't forget the sad look in my son's eyes as he asked me:
,,Dad? When do you return?¨
,,I dont know, but I'll be back at yor birthday at the latest!¨, I answer.
He smiled at me and hugged me tightly with the words:,, I love you!¨
,,I love you too!¨, I respond, than stroke through his hair and walk straight to the car.

On the way back to the Bakery I couldn't stop thinking of her, so I wrote her. Straight after our argument I called her and wrote her but she simply ignored it. Maybe she's already closed with you!¨, my inner voice asks me. But no! I don't want to believe that. We always teach the people believe in Love and what am I doing right now? I pity myselve for things I can't undo. As I arrive in London I try to hide from the people as good as possible. I don't want to get recognised at all. Fast I rushed through the security and finding myselve in the backseet of a cap. The driver should bring me as fast to the Bakery as possible, because I hope my friends will be there. It's always the same on Christmas. 16 days after new years eve we come back together to make music again.
I tried to call Milly in the car once again but she didn't take up or phoned me back. Slowly I start to give up.

As I pass the entrance from our music studio, Jonny run straight towrds me:
,,Buddy, happy new year! How was Christmas with the kids? C' mon you need to tell me everything!¨
,,It was wonderfull, but I'm very happy that I'm back again. Where are Will and Guy?¨, I ask curious.
,,In the Irish pub, they bring us coffee!¨, he replies.
,,Ohh wow, perfect! And Phil?¨, I ask again.
,,Will be here in one hour.¨, he responds.
Ok perfect, that means I've one hour for me alone.
,,Have you heard anything from Milly?¨, Jonny questions.
,,No, nothing since the day she left.¨, I answer.
,,ok, and do you think she'll come back? I mean, do you think she will be over it?¨my best friend discloses.
,, I don't know and it's her decission. As you told me, if she really loves me she'll come back. If she didn't, she never did.¨,I replies.
He nodds his head in agreement and sit down beside me.
,,Why in hell do they get coffee yet? It's 8pm?¨, I question.
,,I don't know, maybe they want to stay up late!¨, he answers.
I shrug my shoulders and look through the room as suddenly my phone rings.
The written name on it let me stay quiet.

MILLY ❤️💕

What? She phones me! After all I've done?

JB: Man, won't you take up?
I say nothing just stare at the display of my phone and wondering.
JB: Chris? Why in hell you don't take up?
I move my head to his face
CM: It's Milly.
JB: What? Than you should do it even more. C'mo man take up!
CM: I can't !
JB: Why not ? Chris, you wrote her so many messages and called her so many times and now when she finally wants to phone you back you ignore it? What the hell she has to think from you?!
CM: Jonny, I can't! I said so many injured words I.....I don't even know where to begin I...
Then he suddenly takes the phone out of my hand and takes up. What the hell is he doing ! I can't talk to her. What should I say and how should I excuse myselve?
JB: Hello, it's Jonny! You know me right? Good! Listen beside me sitts Christopher Martin and he wants to talk to you about the thing tht happend last year before Christmas. He was just to shy to take up, so I did it for him. I'll connect you know
Holy crab! My time has come.

CM: Hello?
MJ: Hi
CM: Listen Milly, what happened last winter I can't delete and I also know how much I hurted you with those words. But you should know that I'll stay available for a meeting, if you want, where we can talk about averything and dicuss everything out and don't worry about the celebrity thing, I manage this. So what do you say?
I take a look up from the floor and looking straight into Jonny's face, who is holding his thumbs up.
MJ: Well first of all I phoned you back, because you said you want to excuse yoursevle and I think the meeting won't even be a bad idea. When do you have time?
CM: At any time, just tell me one.
MJ: How about tomorrow 2pm?
CM: That would be great!
MJ: Well ok, than we'll see each other tomorrow and talk
CM: Yeah exactly
MJ: Ok, thanks for all callings and all messages. Alltough you hurted my soul I missed you so much.
CM: Same here. Christmas with family was fun, but a little bored without you.
MJ: Well, we'll see each other tomorrow. Good night!
CM: Good night!
And with this last sentence she hang up.

Jonny smiles at me:
,,And what did she said?¨
,,We'll meet each other tomorrow afternoon.¨, I answer.
,,Buddy, you are the best! I know that she wanted to see you again!¨, he responds.
,,How you could know this?¨, I ask.
,,Because she loves you and this will never change!¨, he says with a huge grin on his face.
Just in that second Will and Guy are coming in the room with the cups of coffee in there hands. As we hugged each other I know that I was finally back at home