It's a cold universe

~ 9 ~

Guy's view:

I think it was a good idea to take her out in the nature or better call it out of her comfort zone. She just works or hangs out with the whole band. If I want to know more about her, I have to keep her away from the boys and of course I have a few personal questions with regard to her relationship with Chris. I really like to see them together, because they really seem happy, but is she really seriuos about him? Because I don't want to see him depressed ever again. 2 times was already enough! I'll always try to help and support him, because since the X&Y era we became more close than we both expected. But sometimes he's really exhausting. I don't need a depressed Chris in the band.

I take a quick look to Milly. Her shoulder-long hair flies backwards as she opens the window a bit to get fresh air. I take a deep, quiet breath through my nose and smell the fresh nature. We're now outside of London and I'm driving straight on the road. Honestly I don't even know where I should take her, but I'll find something for us. I'm totally sure about that. I look back on the road again. Marvin Gaye is still playing and singing with one of the most beautiful voices.

Father, father
We don't need to escalate
You see, war is not the answer
For only love can conquer hate
You know we've got to find a way
To bring some lovin' here today, oh oh oh

I love his voice so much. It's very calming. He also was one of my insirations to start with music in general.
But now back to Milly and Mr. Martin

GB: So........Milly.....You and Chris ......This is a serious thing, right?
MJ: Of course ......why it shouldn't ?
GB: I don't know.....I shrug my shoulders....I just want to make sure that he is alright. You know, there was a time before you and I just want to say that he chnaged himselve. Maybe not from the clothes or the personality...that's the old Chris, but what I mean is that........he makes more unthinked decisions, which might could be problems in his further life. It shouldn't be a critic on you, because you ae very special and we all have you in our hearts now, but........
MJ: Yeah?
GB: But maybe you just stay behind the band thing. Listen, I really don't want to scare you away from the boys and me .....it's just.
MJ: Guy? I got what you try to say. I'll stay in the back now.
GB: Ok. I hope you didn't get me wrong, tho.
MJ: No.....how could I?

We both smile. It feels good......Talking about the sentences and feelings which worked inside me since last year. My dad was right! Talking is always the best remedy to defeat pain. Doesn't matter if the pain is because of love, friendship or even a relationship.

,, Camilla.¨, my neighbour says.
,,What? Who is this?¨, I ask curious.
,, Me ......My full or better call it real name is Camilla! Camilla Angelina Jenkins!¨, she ends.
,, Let me guess, not even Chris or anyone knows that?¨, I ask again.
She giggles, while trying to hide it from me.
,,Maybe?!¨
I laugh too.
,,Chris was right!¨
,,With what?¨
,,You are full of surprises.¨

On the left side of the road is a sign now, which guides the drivers to a near pub. I take a look at her and ask, if we should go there. Milly agreed.
As we entred the driveway to the parking area Milly closes her window and seemed pretty excited to get out of the car.

I turned of the enigine and hopped out and so does Milly.
MJ: So you know that place?
I take a quick look at the biulding
GB: No ....not really .....But let's see what's inside!
MJ: Of course!

With ten feet behind me we enter the house and a warm, good smelling air enters us immediately as I open the door. I let my gaze wander through the room and see beautiful wooden furnitures with carved decorations. Because the whole room is kept in wood, it's very dark and only through the narrow windows on thee right side you can see something. Just 2 people are here: An old man, I think he's in his 70's or 80's and an old woman with a headscarf around her head. She gives us both a grim look and her eyes don't say nice things.

GB: Maybe we should leave this place and drive back to the Bakery again.
MJ: Are u afraid? C'mon man......You wanted a day alone with me and here you have it . We don't let us scare away from this woman.
She heads straight to the counter. What in bloody hell is she doing?!
MJ: Hi! Two beers, please!
The woman takes a beer glas and holds it diagonally to be able to fill it.
W: You both have come a long way?
GB: No, London downtown.
W: wow, you are right, that isn't far. What brings town people like you here?
MJ: Just the curiosity!
After the has filled the second glass she both hand them to Milly
W: There you go!
MJ: Thanks. What does it cost?
W: 2 pounds, please.

Milly Pays our both Drinks and than she turns away from the counter. 

In the next few minutes we were searching for a place to sit and to talk. Maybe this wasn't even a bad idea to come here?!