◀chaos▶Jason dean x fem! reader

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Warning: mild language

May 4, 1989, Dear Diary,
Ronnie has gotten me into this whole daily writing thing, and I am glad she has. Writing in you is so calming when your going through teenage bullshit everyday!
But, hey-Summer is almost here and mom said I could get a job at the 7-11.
I know 7-11 doesn't sound too fancy, but its very busy and I think I would get a nice pay.
Anyways, I have to get ready for school!
Your friend, Y/N

I set down my pen and closed my Diary, letting out a sigh. I wished I  could write all day, But it was time for school or what I like to call it- Hell

I stuff your diary under my pillow and glance around my semi- clean room. I wasn't exactly a clean freak, but I definitely was not a fan of my room being a mess. Sadly I  didn't have any time to work on it.
I let out another sigh and rummage through mydrawers, trying to find something good enough to wear. None of my clothes are cute, they all look  like they had come out of an edgy wannabe kids closet. And everything was so '70s' and out of style. I honestly didn't care anymore. Mini skirts and all that shit made it harder to do stuff.
I settled with a black oversized t shirt that said 'Cute but Physco' which was honestly a little true besides the cute part. I tucked my shirt into some faded denim jeans and slipped on some black combat boots.

Paired with a choker and my  only shade of eyeshadow, which was a dark purple, I looked way too edgy.
I chuckled at myself in the mirror. It didn't truly refelct all of my personality, but it looked pretty rad.
I couldn't wait to show the outfit to my bestie, Veronica Sawyer.

Veronica was my best friend since middle school. She, me and her other friend, Martha would watch movies, have sleepovers and talk about guys that we liked.

There never were any guys I liked, so I started crushing on girls, but I never told my friends because it would make things awkward and they would think that I was in love with them.

I put my hair into two buns, and grabbed my faded black bag, trudging down the stairs and into the kitchen.

"Good Morning Y/N!" My mom greeted you with a smile.

"Good morning." I replied with a grin, pulling an apple out of the fridge.
"Not staying for breakfast?" mom was making an omlete.
"I would, but I am already running a little late." I said, taking a bite of my Apple.

"Okay sweetie, see you later!" Mom smiled, kissing your forehead and handing you your lunch.

"See ya!" I smile as I walk out the door.

The fresh morning air greets me and birds tweet all around me. I spot Veronica. She's wearing a weird blue outift and is talking to some girls I couldn't recognize.
I walk across the street over to her and realize that she's talking to the Heathers.

The Heathers were three girls that ruled my school. They all shared the same first name and they all had a different colored uniform.
They were more than your average little mean girls- They were Queens.

I felt a little confused. Why was Veronica talking with them and wearing an identical uniform like  theirs, just in a shade of blue.

"Ronnie?" I ask. My face wrinkles up into confusion.

She turns around and smiles at me. A weird smile I've never seen before. One that seems like a smirk and a scowl combined.
"Hey Y/N." She finally says, after staring down at me for what felt like an eternity.
"What the heck are you wearing?" She says loudly, giggling a bit.
The Heathers turn around and notice me. The one dressed in red smirks.

"Ronnie, you never told me about your little emo friend! Who's this?" Her lips as red as her outfit are still in a smirk.
"I-I'm Y/N." I mumble, looking up at Ronnie for help. I watch as she walks over to the Heathers, abandoning you.
"Shes just one of my friends from middle school. But i dunno if we still even are friends." She says with a laugh.
All the girls start laughing like its some type of joke.

"Whats so funny?!" I yell. My face burning hot with anger.

"Piss off Y/N." Veronica says, playing with a blue scrunchie on her wrist.

I feel my heart shatter. Did my best friend really just betray me like that? My eyes began to water, but I knew you couldn't cry in front of them.
"FUCK. YOU. ALL!" I shouted, running to school, hot angry tears streaming down my face.
I ran and I  ran and I ran. Until I heard a loud thud and I fell to the ground.
"Are You okay?" A soft low voice asked.
I blinked, your eyes were blurry from crying. I blinked again and looked up to see a guy on a moterbike staring down at me.
He was wearing a black trenchcoat and slurping on a slushie and I had a feeling that everything, was about to change.

N/A: What do you think of the first chapter? I know the ending got a little clichey with the bumping into the guy thing but still, i think its pretty cute. Should i write more? I will publish the next chapter once i get 10 reads✨