Reverberating

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Warning: depressing, sensitive topic. Self-blame in a way.
If these trigger you please DONT read.





Sorry that I'm a disappointment.
Shout to me all your resentment.

Sorry for being a waste of time.
I know I'm worthless, costing cheaper than a dime.

Sorry that I'm a burden.
Dragging you down until you've fallen.

Sorry for being a failure.
That you thought you raised better than this, you were sure.

Maybe if I cry I would be numb to the feeling.
Maybe if i look harder I would find a meaning.

Maybe if I focus on a different thing,
I wont feel like jumping from a building.

Maybe if they knew what was happening,
They would try to understand.

But would they care and to even start listening?
Maybe if I could put my feet down I could stand.

Do I expose it?
Do I explore it?
Do I ignore it?
Or do I explode it?

Why do i feel empty?
Why is it as if there's something missing?

Why are my hands shaking?
Why do i feel like I'm falling?

Why am I hallucinating?
Why are these words reverberating?

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