His Secrets

Chapter 8

Before I begin the chapter I wanna give a quick shoutout to my friend who just published a new book
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your welcome Felix so anyway i hope you enjoy the chapter
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Harry's POV

I feel like crap.

My dysphoria is the worst it's been in a while and I don't even wanna get out of bed but I had to have a shower so I got out and walked straight to the bathroom in the dorms.

I stripped and got into the steaming hot shower and just stood there, I didn't want to look down because everything I didn't want was there, I didn't want to touch my body to wash it because I had to touch everything I hate about myself. So I just got out of the shower and quickly wrapped a towel around my body. I didn't waste a minute rushing out of the bathroom,right past the mirror and in front of his chest that housed all of his clothes.

3rd person POV

He knew he wasn't aloud to bind but he wanted to go to Hagrid's hut to say hello so he had no choice unless he wanted someone to find out his secret, so he reached into his chest and pulled out a few sport bras.

Harry was walking through the halls of Hogwarts on his way to Hagrid's hut, that was until a mop of blond hair raced past his body. Harry only got a glimpse of Malfoys face but he could tell that he was crying so he followed Malfoy all the way to the abandoned girls bathroom.

He followed the sound of sobs to the last stall and he gently knocked on the door, "Malfoy are you ok?" I said with the softest voice I could manage while still be audible. "Go away!" "Please let me in, I want to see if your alright" "why should I let you" he said but he still opened the stall door.

Harry's POV

As the door opened I was greeted with the sight of Dra- Malfoy sitting on top of the toilet in a fetal position softly whimpering. "Malfoy, what's wrong" i asked a quiet as possible not wanting to startle the upset boy, "waitimeanyoudonthavetotellmeimjustwo-rried" i quickly jumbled out, i then heard a little chuckle coming from Malfoy "i..i'm ok just a little stressed" "why? what happened" i said not meaning to pry. "it's nothing Potter" Malfoy spat with venom "i'm sorry.. i didn't mean it like that i'm just stressed that's all" he then spoke quietly. i was confused, why was the great,beaut- no.. i cant be thinking these things anyway why was malfoy stressed? what does he have to be stressed about.

Draco's POV

I ran, i ran as fast as i could to the nearest bathroom. I tried getting the scene out of my head but it engraved itself into my brain (flashback)- "Hey Dracey..." she said looping her hair around her finger.. "so i was wondering if you would like to date me" she then pushed her chest out as to make her chungas look bigger then they actually were, i wasn't sure what came over me but it felt sick to the stomach.. the thing was... i liked Potter and i was also gay but no one knew. I started feeling my eyes sting, i tried blinking them alway but it was no use, so i bolted. (flashback over)

i was now crouching on the toilet seat with my arms wrapped around my legs and i quietly sobbed, but my sobs ceased to an end when i heard a knock on the stall door and Potters soft voice asking if was ok. "Go away!" i snapped at him, i then i felt bad so i quickly apologised and came up with an excuse. He then asked if i could open the stall door so he could come in, i had this urge to say no but no matter how hard i tried i couldn't do i mumbled out an ok and opened the door. When i looked up at my crush i saw his sad eyes filled with worry, i was then encased in a hug, it was warm and filled with love. As much as i didn't want to i wrapped my arms around him returning the hug. I thought i felt something press against my chest while hugging Potter but i brushed the thought away.

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Harry's POV

I couldn't sleep, i was caught up in the feeling of euphoria.

I just hugged Malfoy, the Draco Malfoy, my one and only crush. I couldn't believe it.. he hugged you back out of pity the voice said no one loves you, how could they, you just kill everyone you love. I quickly shut my eyes at the thoughts and let myself drift of to sleep, a calming sleep filled with Malfoy.

I woke up happy, today i was planning to just stay in my bed and just get Dobby to bring me some food because i just wasn't ready to face the world. My plans were ruined though when McGonagall came into my room with what looked like a timetable "Harry, since you still would like to become an Auror you need to complete a muggle studies course" and she then handed me the timetable "but i already know everything, i grew up in the muggle world?" i said but it sounded more like a question than a statement "yes i know but in order to become an Auror you need to complete a muggle studies course, so you have to do it whether you like it or not. "You hav e a class today so you can catch up on everything, have a nice day Mr. Potter" I was dumbstruck, 'why me" I thought

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So now i was sitting in the Muggle studies classroom listening to the professor drown on about stuff i already knew. The class went by pretty quickly though and i had no homework to do so i decided to go and visit Hagrid and hopefully not run into Malfoy because that would be quite awkward since i don't know where we stand with what happened recently.
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Word count- 1010

Hey guys sorry for such a late update but hey at least it's an extra long chapter... haha

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Im gonna guess and say that they're not fictional tho and that they're informational books but that's really cool too!

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