His Secrets

Chapter 10

Harry's POV

That night I got hardly any sleep, although that's pretty normal these days.
But tonight it was somehow worse but I couldn't pin point the cause. I normally wouldn't be able to fall asleep but I was still able to rest my eyes, but tonight I couldn't even keep my eyes closed. Every time I tried I saw the faces of all of the people I killed like my mom, dad, Lavender, Tonks... the list could go on for hours.

————Time Skip to morning———

For once I didn't have to rush to get ready in the morning, partly because I didn't get a blink of sleep, but mostly because today I was feeling extra crappy and wanted to attempt to look more... alive. I showered, washed my hair, blow dried it, brushed it, styled it, all while having a mini internal crisis about absolutely nothing and absolutely everything at the same time. I grabbed my bag and slowly walked out of the dorm and into the halls of Hogwarts, the reason I was walking slowly you may ask, well I just didn't really feel like socialising today but I'll worry my friends to much if I didn't go to the great hall for breakfast.

Eventually I made it to the great hall and dreadfully walked in with a smile. I plopped myself on one of the seats (or seat) next to Dean and grabbed myself a piece of toast and a cup of water. I didn't bother trying to start up a conversation, I just listened in. Currently Seamus and Ron were in a little dispute about what type of chicken tasted better- fried or roasted... I didn't really know why Ron was apart of this or which side he was on because he eats both without a second thought.

Soon the bell rang and I was walking to my first class of the day, potions. Surprisingly I was one of the first few people in potions, I went and sat in a seat near the back of the classroom and silently waited for the professor to come and start class. Not too long after the rest of the students came filtering through the door, i was expecting Ron to come sit next to me, and Hermione to sit next to one of the Gryffindor girls, but instead they sat together. So now I'm sitting alone, at the back, looking like a complete loser.

Thankfully the professor came in and started the class "turn to page 271 of your books and read to page 272" so i did as told. In a matter of a few minutes the whole class was done and was waiting for the next instructions, "For this assignment I'm going to pair you with another student, Ron with Neville, Hermione go to Pansy, "Pavarti with Crabbe, Goyle with Dean, and so on. I zoned out though until I heard my name being called out, and  Harry with Draco" I was shocked, definitely not expecting it, yet I wasn't upset about it, i was pleased. I moved over to D- Malfoys table and got my notes out that I took from the book, "I guess I'll prepare the ingredients and you can brew the potion" I said in a soft voice, I meant to sound confident but I felt small while with Malfoy.
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Nothing really exciting happened in potions apart from my hand and Malfoys brushing against each occasionally... and feeling butterflies in my stomach when said happened. Now I had muggle studies, I still had no clue why I had to take the classes, I grew up in the muggle world for Merlin's sake. Why can't they just give me a test about the muggle world and then I can ace it then I don't have to take the classes cause I grew up in the bloody muggle world. Anyway I was now sat in muggle studies while the professor drowned on about information about the muggle world that I already knew. I didn't realise the class finished until Hermione smacked my head with a rolled up piece of parchment that she had, "did you listen to anything the professor told us??" all I replied with was a small shake of the head, "well there's a field trip next week, we're going to London to learn about the muggle world" "oh ok" I replied and started to pack my stuff up and leave.
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A little overdue but still there :)
Some dramas gonna happen real soon... in maybe two chapters? Maybe

I hope you enjoyed this chapter even though it's more of a filler chapter.

Soo byeeeee I'll update as soon as possible but knowing me, it'll be in a few months