It's okay to have lacks on doing something,
It's okay not to always be right,
It's okay if you want to break the rules.
Just in case you think that you're the only sinner in this cruel world, you're not alone.
Everyone make mistakes.It's all okay until you start to blame yourself, start to hate someone who did nothing to you, and you keep yourself from the society. You crawl on your bed, day and night. Wondering why things keep getting worse. Waking up dan through your day with loathing. Little did you know, everything is fine, except you.
You shouldn't have kept the bad memories, the fears, and the worst past inside. The scars may stay on your body, you can't remove it. You are not the fictional character who just have to say "Obliviate!" and voilà, it's all gone. No, sweety, you are not live inside the books nor the movies. You are not that kind of creature. You are just an ordinary person who can try your best and reach your limit to live a decent life.
Face it, do not erase. You are not a machine which equipped with good technolgy nor the artificial characters who can get rid of something bad easily. Embrace yourself, do your best. Mistake sometimes is the best teacher whose moral values are good for you to lead your future life.