metanoia

04

Last time I prayed for something slight but give massive effect. Then he big explosion of the fireworks surprised me a lot because I've never wished for something like this. It's caught too much attention. I cursed my self like... million times. I'm trying to speak to nature why did they give me these things. I didn't ask for anything else but something teensy. I feel like the universe is trying to make fun of me. “It's not what you want, but it's all you need. Your eyes may difficult to see the thing, but not your heart. Your heart sense it first than any body.” Well said―the ‘thing’ is you. The thing that I wished for. The little pieces that came from the big explosion. The little creature that create huge impact and spit more sparkles in my life. Please stay still, be my little firework in my darkest time and vice versa.