Kink Double Diary

August 26 💋 Kat & Connor

Kat @ 8:00 a.m.

Welcome to another episode of Lilith Darville's Kink Double Diary. It's the morning after the best makeup sex ever. Good morning, C.

I do want to hear some of your fantasies and thoughts. It's in my nature to ask to hear them—as you've demanded of me. I'm trying to mediate my desires, though. This will be fun. —Kat

PS: The double diary is pure genius. I love sharing my thoughts and desires without having to wait for the right moment that is too often lost or forgotten. It's so much easier to share my thoughts without fumbling or searching for the right words in a face-to-face encounter.

PSS: I'm loving this time of being able to touch you; of being able to walk up and kiss you; of being able to show you my sexuality. I love that you're receiving it and not blowing me off because "it's got to be the right time." I'm losing my natural reticence about showing you that side of my being. Pray it lasts a while longer. I feel treasured by you.

Connor @ 12:00 hours

Ditto for me!!!
I loved watching you let yourself go into unrestrained, wanton passion. Building to a climax of uninhibited gasps, heavy breathing and moaning orgasm. You see, it doesn't take much to please me.

I have more thoughts to write down but I better wait until later when I have more time. Perhaps tonight.

I should say that I was pleased to read that you did try to listen to me sitting in the dark as per your previous comment. I also think you should masturbate more. It's good for sleep and endorphins. I keep my toys, lube, etc., in the shoebox in the closet. Add any toys you like. Adds variety although the normal way, as you say does the trick, whether you think it's boring old you or now. Certainly not boring to me. I easily get excited just thinking that you might be engaged in self-pleasure.

Someday, I may even get to secretly hear a moan, etc., as it would play into my love for voyeurism. Unlikely, as to date, the opportunity and timing are understandably precluded by the focus on your new job. This is also OK. At this stage of our relationship, I get plenty of opportunities to share our passion together, and on our weekends.

Masturbation is supposedly a self-indulgent pleasure for one without the inhibitions of knowing someone else is involved, unobtrusively or not . . . It should be a natural expression of self and not contrived for others. That's the beauty of it. Just thinking that you may have indulged yourself is great fodder for my own self-indulgence. I can save my voyeuristic desires for the future when the old guy may need the extra stimulus. Something to look forward to.

Perhaps I'll write to you about what, where, how, etc,., that make up my fantasies about you masturbating when I am sitting alone in the dark. You did say you want to hear some so that's a start. There are others of course, and I may well get to those as well.

Kat @ 8:00 p.m.

Indeed! You must write to me about the what, where, how, etc. I'm eager to hear about it. One thing (of many) that greatly excites me about our Kink Double Diary is the possibility that I will hear more of your inner thought and fantasies. I've wanted that for so long.

I'm loving unfolding/opening for you. I get engorged just thinking about laying under you; you kneeling between my legs spread wide open. You're either looking down at and rubbing my wet clit -or- between my legs sucking on my clit, making it yours—demanding it be yours.
I don't know which I like better—I can't choose.

Whew! Enough of that. My heart is beating so fast it's hard to take a breath. And, I've got work to do. OK; I'll compartmentalize tomorrow. Good thing work provides a natural distance, or I'd never get anything done . . . except for unfolding for you.

But tonight, I don't want to masturbate; I want you. Hold me down. Command me. Take me. Make me give you all I have to give.